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2010-02-04T00:07:00.003+08:00

I Have Upgraded My Blog!

I thought of launching it on my birthday, but never mind lah, do it earlier lah...

here you go guys
please visit

http://tiffanietan.com

thanks!

2010-01-03T21:53:00.003+08:00

Recapping 2009

For this I do not have pictures because my hard disc crashed and that is the saddest thing that happened to me in 2009! All my hardwork, memories of 3 years in college is all gone. After checking through the pictures I took from Danee, I realize I did not take everything. So yeah, will get it from her soon!

In I'll only write what I can remember, ok? If I have my pictures with me I probably can recall the things that happened.

Febuary 2009
Valentines Day at a Japanese Restaurant. And I made cheese cake for him. Honestly if you ask me to make again, I actually sudah lupa!

March 2009
My 21st Birthday at a Korean BBQ restaurant with my friends and family!

(really sad right my blog now no pictures. BIG SIGH!)

April 2009
Had a really funny birthday surprise for Danee. =P

May 2009
Went home for Gail's 12th birthday. This time round I drive around buying things for her party. And this time the 12 year olds are so different from when I was 12 years old! They dance to the tunes by Jonas brothers, I dance to the tunes of er...Barney?

Went to Sarawak! Visited the Cheongs and I wish to go again to explore more. Didn't explore much in Sarawak. I had my worst nightmare there too! =P

Brought Ruffy back from Seremban to Kuantan. He is such a cutie...

June 2009
Last minute preparation for the Malaysian Nursing Board exam and exam was when again? I forgotten! Had farewell and all the picture snapping. Published the class magazine made by me. Did lotsa videos involving the whole class.

August - September 2009
6 weeks attachment in Singapore. Was assigned to the Operating Theater and wasn't happy about it because I didn't like working in the OT due to bad experiences when I was a student.
Josh came in one of the week to visit me. =)
Attended HoGC for the first time and met a few cool friends..They even sent me off when I leave for my 1 month break...I feel so touched!

Celebrated Phoebe's birthday in KL. Bought her a new camera....=)

October 2009
Started my bond.
GRADUATED!!! 15th October 2009!
Received a video made by my church members. So touched! I feel so welcomed to HoGC lor!
Earned my first pay!

November 2009
Josh came over again...=D
By the end of november 2009, I have scrubbed 2o casses.
Shopped til drop kao kao..=(

December 2009
Josh came over again and this time he brought me many many presents! ><>Westlife album from Kelli!
Celebrated Christmas at HoGC and met more new friends. =)
Took Qiao Han out for her birthday dinner at Cha Cha Cha.
Met up with Loi and went to Celebrate 2010 during NYE at Marina Bay for countdown to 2010!

I think I left out some things. Did I?

I hope 2010 will be a better one!!

2009-12-27T22:35:00.004+08:00

Late Christmas post

This is a long post. Will you read until the last full stop?

Hey everyone! I know it is like 2 days after Christmas, but well, the feeling of Christmas is still in the air! Blessed Christmas everyone!

Christmas was great! If you have been following my tweets, I have been complaining about not receiving sms-es this Christmas! *Laughs* I used to receive so many sms-es every Christmas from friends as far as in the UK and even India! This time, many people do not know my Singapore number and I do not have much friends here yet in Singapore, so I did not receive much sms-es. =( Hahaha! Yeah, but to some who sms-ed me, thank you!!! =D I feel so happy cause after I complained then a few people sms-ed me. Like Josh, Kay Jin, Aretha, and Kel Li. hehehe. ey, even the Sales Executive from Fitness First, Catherine wished me through sms k.....

Anyway, on Christmas day, I went to church and man, it was a great service filled with joy and great people! After a long time of not going to church, it feels great being drowned in God's presence once again. <3>Heart of God Church are very nice. =)

On gifts and cards, of course I received lesser this year, and I give super super less too, which I am not very happy about cause I use to spend til I pokai for gifts on Christmas. But even before Christmas, my pocket is pretty dry already. sob....Also I did not have the time to distribute cards! When I was still young and schooling, I even post cards to friends whom I met in camps and all...friends whom I have not met in years! Now....I have lost all contacts, some are even married!

I can say, this Christmas is a new beginning, a new start of my life. But I still feel bad for not giving cards and gifts. =(

A day after Christmas, Josh came over to Singapore. Yeah, he has been visiting me often. He even gave me gifts from himself, his mom and not forgetting Kel Li! (I won't be putting pictures up because I lazy to wait for it to load on photobucket and I wanna sleep already. So use your imaginationnnn~~~) So I got a new handbag all the way from the UK...saw the one here in Singapore and this is the most expensive bag I have ever owned! Thanks dear! =)

And omg omg omg omg! Westlife's latest album! I am a Westlife die hard fan k.....But I have not been listening to their songs for ages! It is good to hear their music again! Thanks Kel Li!!! (yeah I know my blog is dull without pictures. But really sorry people, I really cannot wait for it to load!)

So, I brought Josh over to Clarke Quay for dinner. It is a beautiful place to dine, but damn pricey too. We arrived there at about 8pm and because Josh kept snapping pictures, we had dinner at 9pm....And because it is way too pricey to dine at Clarke Quay, we end up going over to The Central for dinner. Thought it'll be ok, but hohoho....merry christmas!! LOL! Also very expensive! My first damn expensive dinner in Singapore!

I enjoyed his company very much and I'll miss him dearly. We are unable to celebrate Valentine's day next year because I won't be able to go back as the transportation tickets are too expensive or is sold out and it is also the first day of CNY. Well, God has been so good to us both. 6 years together! Just one thing we need to change is we need to always learn to put God in our relationship and in our walk together. Looking back on how we got together is pretty like a joke. Honestly, we always ask each other...how did we end up being together?! Plus, together for so long! If you ask me, do I regret getting in a relationship? I will say YES! The reason is because I rebelled against my parents and got into a relationship at the age of 15, turning 16 and it started with puppy love only. haha! I think we were serious with each other somewhere in our 2nd - 4th year only. And, because I started so young, and continue being with Josh, I cannot go flirt with other leng zais d. Must control when see leng zais. Then somemore now Josh is not like how I first knew him. He looks more 'bahagia' now. haha (do you understand what i meant by bahagia??)

So how was your Christmas? Was it a meaningful one? If you understand what Christmas is all about, you'll know when it is meaningful to you. Well, mine is very meaningful because it is the day when I felt God's love and touch again, through the people around me! And of course during worship in church.

Next, Celebrate 2010! Am gonna do my new year's revolution!

I really apologize for not putting up pictures! Especially for this post where I have lotsa pictures to put up! Nyeh....

2009-12-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

Enjoy lah Enjoy...

I'm not there to celebrate this very day with you.
I hope you'll enjoy this day to the fullest, as you are getting a year older. The next thing you know you're 33!

May God continue blessing you, and I hope He'll bless you with more trips around the world so you can bring me along and can bring me shopping too! =D Continue growing step by step with the Lord in your everyday life, shining for Him in your walk to fame!

Happy Birthday Josh....=)

2009-12-12T21:18:00.003+08:00

Bluff Wan lor..

You all said after 3 years will have freedom, can do anything. No lor, I feel more stress, and because of this stress I lock myself at home cause I am so damn tired lor.....! Too tired to destress.

Bluff wan lor.....

=(

No matter what I still need to work. Sick pain tired also need to work. Instead of treating patient, I myself is a patient. But no nurse to jaga me. Have to nurse myself. =(

I need a massage...=(

2009-12-10T21:50:00.002+08:00

Back in Kiasu Land

My flight was delayed last night. And Jetstar flew pretty slow yesterday. Thought will arrive home before 11pm before my flight is delayed. End up I arrived home at almost 12am. Cab took a longer route, fare was $22.80. Damn.

Tired, very tired. I usually need at least 6 hours of sleep. I only had 5.

Too tired to even shower in the morning. Said to myself, I just showered 5 hours ago and went to bed straight, no need shower lah..

So, Josh left for UK last night at 2am. Flew to Dubai to transit and guess what...he just arrived in Manchester at 8.30pm Malaysia time! I wish I could be there. I have never been to a foreign land before, except this Singapore and Myanmar.

How are you guys celebrating Christmas? I do not know how am I celebrating Christmas this year. Missing all the Christmas food I used to have back home, the fellowships and all. Turkey, lamb, pies....sighhh...

Anyway, myeyes are closing. Had a nap but didn't really nap. I guess it's bedtime for me now.

Good night...

2009-12-09T00:31:00.002+08:00

Touched by New Friends I made..

These are friends from Heart of God Church, Singapore.

I've only been there twice and they have already make me feel that I'm part of them. =)

They actually send a DVD to my Singapore address and I was surprised to see this video! I had to go to my friend's place to watch it because a netbook doesn't have DVD drive (That is why I need a new computer!).

Throughout my whole life, I never felt so touch before, especially something friends have done for me. They are the first to make me feel so touched and belong.

I mean, I barely know them! But they are like good buddies with me already.

Of course, I do hope to make more new friends, friends like them. <3

2009-12-08T23:54:00.003+08:00

Lin Chi Kang, Carbonara, Sham, Asvin

Didn't do much today and the weather today is so damn hot. Surprisingly I went to have a nap though my room is as hot as a sauna.

Been thinking so hard whether I should do something different with my hair. At the same time, I felt so lazy to do so. Black hair looks good on me. But I also wanna try colouring my hair again. I had a bad experience dyeing my hair for the first time few years back. Instead of colouring once, I ended up colouring 3 times in a month.

Anyway, I finally went to have my Lin Chi Kang..=D

got 2 eggs, actually 1 egg nia. My lil sister do not like to eat egg much so she gave me hers. So as you can see, got jelly, atapchi, egg, raisin and some other things I do not know what are those.

After having Lin Chi Kang with my sister, I went to meet up with Asvin and Sham for dinner. Suppose to go to Cherating Steakhouse, but it was closed. Ended up going to Crocodile Rock.

Yes, I orang Kuantan, tapi I tak pernah pergi Crocodile Rock. Never had a chance to go there cause every time I come back I crave for food I don't get in KL.

For Asvin, she never been to Cherating Steakhouse before. Everytime she wanna go, it is always closed. Lol!

my carbonara beef bacon. Didn't finish because damn jelat. See the cheese there? Not their fault, I put all of what they gave me. Padan muka me.

Sham and me.

Sham is still doing her accountancy and will be graduating in 2 years time. See lah everybody still studying I already working....The last time I met her was last year (2008)! OMG, and now it's the end of 2009! I have no idea when can we meet again....=(

Asvin and me

Asvin is now currently having her break, while waiting to go to Melbourne to continue her course, for another 2 years. Again, I feel so out, the only one who have started work...

But anyway, I am planning to go to Melbourne this coming August during my annual leave. At least I have a friend there, I am able to save some cost a bit. heheheeeeee...=P

I know Asvin since primary school. She changed school when we were Standard 5. We became close as her mother, also my teacher asked me to take care of her. Haha. Those were the days lah...=) Time flies really fast..

Asvin, Sham and me

Hope to see you girls again. Miss you both..

2009-12-08T12:16:00.003+08:00

Because of You

This song lifts me up again whenever I feel so down and uncertain, especially on my journey with God.. But this song reminded me on how much Christ changed me into a person full of hope, love and joy when I was so depressed few years back. And now again, I need to place my hope and trust in Him during this period of stressful life.

Pray for me

BECAUSE OF YOU, I WAS BORN AGAIN

BECAUSE OF YOU, I’M RANSOMED BY YOUR GRACE

BECAUSE OF YOU, MY HEART HAS FOUND A HOME

REFUGE FOR MY SOUL

BECAUSE OF YOU, SINS ARE WASHED AWAY

BECAUSE OF YOU, HEAVEN KNOWS MY NAME

BECAUSE OF YOU, I CAN LIVE AGAIN

YOU’VE BROKEN EVER CHAIN

UNFAILING LOVE, SO UNRESERVED

YOU GAVE YOURSELF ON CALVARY

AND NOW I STAND, FOREVER FREE

MY SAVIOUR RESCUED ME

BECAUSE OF YOU, THE WEAK SAY "I AM STRONG"

BECAUSE OF YOU, THE BROKEN HAVE A SONG

BECAUSE OF YOU, THERE'S NO NEED TO FEAR

HOPE STEADFAST, EVER SURE

NOW HEAVEN, BE OPEN

OUR GOD IS, UNSHAKEN

WE WORSHIP, CHRIST RISEN HIGH ABOVE

NOW HEAVEN, BE OPEN

ALL KINGDOMS, ALL NATIONS

DECLARE THAT YOU ARE GOD

2009-12-08T10:06:00.004+08:00

My Graduation

This my another outdated post. Seem like I have a couple of outdated post to blog about, but am just plain lazy and with my hp mini, I cannot really edit my pictures.

Graduation was like, 2 months back. I was already in Singapore.

We traveled back together for this big day, though it is only a diploma but this diploma is a very depressing and stressful and tiring and suffering and challenging....so why not just happy happy go graduate...Without this diploma, I am not who I am now, assisting a doctor in surgery.

Of course I want to further excel. But nursing is a lil different from other profession. A degree is not necessary, unless I want to naik pangkat lah. After a diploma, all I need is an advance diploma. Our advance diploma (I call it post basic) is actually a specialty course. So in 3 years time I'll be taking my post basic in Peri Operative Nursing.

Danee and me

Nursing is very wide. Sometimes you ask me certain things, I may not know it, because it is not my specialty field.. Just like doctors. A Gynae surgeon may have very minimal knowledge on Urology. Though I'm in the theater, I may not know how to assist in every surgeries. General cases, O&G, urology and ENT surgeries is a must know. A more specialty side are Orthopaedics, Neuro and Cardio surgeries. All these will need special guidance and on-the-job training.

Jacquelina and me

Well, so far so good....we have come this far. 3 years for a diploma is pretty long. But for a degree, it only takes most 2 years, I think.

Omar and me

Nursing is not my choice, but I think I made the right choice to go for this. Especially being sponsored by Parkway Health. They never rush us and still guiding and training us all the way. We're under the PDN (Practice Development Nursing) or for layman term, teacher, hands for a year where they guide us and make us the nurse people is looking for.

meee and me...=D

People asked me whether I will maintain in this profession. Well, I answered no. I probably will at least do something to achieve my dream, though it's just a certificate level. But who knows, I may continue being a nurse til the day I die?

But I will still take up a course to achieve what I always wanted to do and have planned to do after I left high school in 2005. =) Wow, it's almost 5 years!

Queen and me

My colleagues said, "If you can survive here with Parkway Health or SINGAPORE, you can survive in any part of the world!"

Quite true I can say. Comparing to hospitals I work back in Malaysia during my training days, no fight. And many nurses from other countries also say working in Singapore is very very very stressful and challenging.

I heard even being in hospitals in UK or US, the doctors listens to the nurses because, nurses knows the patients way better than the doctors. The doctors doesn't treat nurses like a slave or maid. The nurses there are not afraid of doctors.

Over here in Asia, haha...nurses are like a mouse. We have to be very the humble and though it is not our fault we have to admit it is our fault. And doctors here very clever point finger at nurses. Their fault but they blame nurses and nurses kena sue lor...

One thing also, some nurses very bodoh wan. I'm just trying to be honest here. Just because there is shortage of nurses and many people don't want to be a nurse because they think nursing is a dirty job, so they got no choice they sponsor orang orang bodoh. I actually consider myself bodoh lor from my SPM results. But still not so bad lahhh...I will still say I am thankful and blessed to get this offer.

Many people got no other choice will all choose nursing. Like me. LOL

Sure can get wan. You don't need straight A's..

All you need is a pass in English. Get a E also is pass wart...

And credits in 3 subjects.

Easy bo? When i applied they say my results very good wor...ah pui lah good...

I got from 1-9. Up til today I am still very proud cause I got all the grades. lol

and my 9 is Bible Knowledge! =P

Sisters - Phoebs and Gail

Well, I am not a science student. So during my first 2 semesters i was struggling. I failed 2 papers in Semester 1. After that I never failed any liao..

During my convocation, Josh came by. =) One flower from mee and dee, the other from him...

Being sponsored and guaranteed a job, my parents of course the first to be very happy! hahaha...

The best thing of all, I am the first to graduate among all my siblings. =)

I still want a degree. Then a Masters.

Then enough liao lah...open business duduk rumah jaga anak.

Siew Mei and me

Oh well. I kinda lost touch with my friends liao. Even those in Singapore. We only see each other once a month for feedback session. After that 1 year I think they all will forget me liao because I am staying with my grandparents. Alone from everyone of them. *emo*..

Never mind....go make new friends, great friends from church. =)

Imagine I study with these many people in one class everyday and we can all get along pretty well? Of course, you know there is of course one group who are bitches. There's one in my group. Haha. All sorts of people lah. We make friends, made enemies, get along again, misunderstanding happens, gaduh again, you don't like me i don't like you, gossips, bla bla bla....girls are always girls..

So yeah, I have finally graduated and left college. We have no caps so we throw our certs.

2009-12-08T01:06:00.005+08:00

H-Artistry at Quattro Kuala Lumpur

This is a very outdated post.

You probably have seen this picture somewhere in my blog. HAHA

Anyway, haha...Yes, this is my first time attending H-Artistry. Josh kinda forced me to go (you see he had to force me to go cause I don't usually go to clubs you see....) and because Lenka and Boys Like Girls will be there, ahhh, just go only lah....

We arrived there pretty late. And the crowd............

gah....i hate crowds!

We had to squeeze ourselves and all we did is stood still there, because we couldn't even move.

and camwhore at where we were standing. Andrew, Josh and me

This is Paul Freeman. Until today I don't know who he is. I lazy to find out..

And this is Hsiao Hung Jen. I also tak kenal. Some Taiwan singer lah...heard he's Jay Chou's anak murid...

After awhile, we thought of going back because I couldn't stand it anymore and I feel nauseated as I felt suffocated. That is where we then met Aaron who told us we can go in the media side as we are holding media passes.

Relieved and can sit down! =P

The hosts then led the crowd into dancing while waiting for the next artist to set up...you know, those club dancing lah...which is not really my thing unless I go with my close friends...So I just sat and watch people dancing lah..

Then...

Lenka came up to sing!

All I did was try to take good pictures. Club lightings a lil susah to take. And I'm quite far from her so flash tak sampai...

And next...

BOYS LIKE GIRLS!

I tell you, the crowd went really crazy when they came out. Like they always say, keep the best the last. Woah, I also busy taking pictures lah.

If I'm in the crowd, you'll see me with broken fingers liao.

That's Josh's super tall friend, Stanley with his super mahal punya kamela..

and see lah, all big big big camera one...

Aaron, Stanley, Ren - all kawan kawan Josh...

me and Josh. =)

Mr Burned Black Jelly

Once i put down my glass, I never drink them again..I'll ask for a new one cause....I don't like the taste of liquor...mine got campur apple wan...they all look the same you see...

So I was a happy girl and smelled like cigarette when I reached home. I had to wash my clothes and worst still, my jeans and had to make sure they are dried because I have to travel home the next day. I on the ceiling fan and stand fan. hehe..

pictures by me and Josh

2009-12-08T00:09:00.004+08:00

Cendol, Eye Liners and a pair of Converse shoes

Being back in Kuantan is great, though I'm pretty bored at home. But getting away from work and stress overcomes the boredom. Yeah, I know, I have been only working for 2 months. But being in my line, stress is every minute. Especially in the hospital I am working in.

Anyway, people asked, "You just started working so fast got holiday?"

Actually, I have 3 days of leave to clear. But because my probation period is until the end of the year, they allowed us to clear off this leave. Particularly because some auditors are here from 7/12-9/12. Since we are JCI (Joint Commission International) accredited, we have to keep passing every time they come and audit to maintain it. Having this thing is not easy. Not every hospital is accredited with JCI. Since we are the best in South East Asia, we need this JCI thingy lah. To avoid getting us involve (we may be the cause of failing the audit cause we blur blur don't know anything..), they allow us to clear our leaves. With JCI you can trust us, so come for treatment with Parkway Health if you got ka ching ka ching ka ching lah...

So yeah, I'm back!

You know, when we Kuantan people are back from other places, we tend to crave for food we cannot find at other place. Even if we can find any, having it back here in Kuantan is just different.

Even the Asam Laksa, though Penang serves the best in Malaysia, but eating them in Kuantan just feels different. I'm looking forward for the market asam laksa. Heee...oh oh and Hoi Yin Curry Mee!! But sigh, I know I have not enough time and place in my tummy for so much food...sigh.....

And Lin Chi Kang. I think Kuantan serves the best Lin Chi Kang. Tasted other places one, didn't like them. Anyone got good Lin Chi Kang for me to try mah??

But the first thing I always crave for is always cendol. I just couldn't accept cendol sold at other place, as they add lots of things inside.

Like for this cendol campur, which is my favourite, all they have is just cendol, jelly, red bean and corn.

I don't like cendol or ice kacang where they add too many different things inside, like peanuts and some weird things.

Next, let's talk about my make up. I usually do very simple make ups, by just putting on concealer, BB cream, eye liner, mascara and blusher. The most make up i buy is eye liner. My eyes are very sensitive and it tend to tear very easily. I have tried pencil, gel and liquid. The best eye liner for me is gel.

I once bought this gel eye liner, by bloop, which cost me almost RM50 for it. I love it so much but sadly it hardened up. I have to use toner to make it moist but all the pieces of the dried up gel kept going into my eyes. Then, I bought elianto's gel eye liner. That sales girl told me it's water proof...ngat yan wan lor she. Not waterproof at all lor.

Then I bought a liquid eye liner by Maybeline, in marker form. It's my first time using liquid eye liner and I love the darkness of it. But it's liquid....it's smudge proof but not water proof. Because it's not water proof, the eye liner tend to smudge off, very badly.........

So just now I made a trip to East Coast Mall with my sister. Went over to SaSa to check out any good eye liner that will suit my eyes. Saw Maybeline's waterproof gel eye liner. I wanted to make sure that the gel eye liner will not harden like the bloop eye liner. The sales girl then recommended me to SaSa's gel eye liner. She asked me to try it, as she got good feedbacks from her customers about it.

So alright, let's try it. If it's still ain't good enough for me, I guess I'll keluar some ka ching ka ching ka ching to invest on a good brand like M.A.C or Bobbi Brown or whatever you name it..

I also got myself a pencil eye liner, for some other ways to make up which i need pencil eye liner. And the sales girl gave me Silkygirl eye liner. Haven't really try out Silkygirl products yet, so okay...Let's try out...

Let me tell you this, I always wanted to get myself a pair of Converse shoes. And every time I want one, it's either I have already spent a lot on other things and so call couldn't "afford" one or am just too lazy because the sales girl or boy kept following me around.

I bought one...

but...

for this kid...

so she won't keep bugging me for one in the future.

I like that thing on her shoe. Bought it from Singapore....got my name but spells Tiffany. I wish they have custom made ones....

2009-11-16T21:17:00.006+08:00

New Toy

It went into the toilet bowl before, attempts suicide many times, had multiple external injuries and finally declared brain dead.

My dear phone of 1 year plus died. =( And on the day it died-ed, is the day I need to use the phone the most.

Everyday since my phone's death, I complained to my friends and I think they also bosan with my complains d. So finally, one fine day I went all the way to IMM at Jurong East to get a phone. I even signed up for a postpaid line to get the phone for a cheaper price. Yes, I even paid for the $200 deposit, because I'm a foreigner. Too desperate lah.....

So there you go....

My new beloved long awaited BlackBerry Bold. =D

*mind my look. I have not been shaping my brows, going for facial and there's no make up. That is why I need make up...or else I'll look like this...see my dark circles. gah....hate it..*

Signed for a cheap line, so the phone cost $489. If not then it's only $289. Then plus the stupid deposit, already $689. And plus some sim activation bla bla...total about $700+. But then I also signed up for the BB data plan, if I take contract 2 years then I get 30% off the package price and waive $50 from the phone price. So basically I paid $684 lah. That $200 can get back after 2 years lah. But whatever lah. Like I've said, I was desperate for a phone.

anyway...on the day I bought my BB, I realize my phone has a little problem. The keypad just went haywire and all of a sudden it goes back to normal. As a noob BB user, I thought it is a normal thing, like, maybe I accidentally pressed on something or whatever...then the 2nd and 3rd day problem still goes on. I called the customer service centre, they said it is not normal..

So I went back to IMM and was quite pissed off when they told me to go to Vivo or Plaza Singapura branch as they do not have a service centre. I mean, my phone is still brand new...why can't you give me a new one? Plus I travelled for 1 hour plus to IMM and that is what I get. Why not angry leh?

I then agreed to go to Vivo, cause I had movie date with Marilyn and Daniel (my church members). But mana tau, no more movie tickets. Lol....ANYWAY, I went to the service centre and told them my problem. You know what? The lady didn't even check my phone and told me, "I'll replace you with a new set..."

WALIAO! THAT MADE MY DAY!!!

BUT......

"Sorry miss, now the BB Bold is out of stock."

"But leave me your contact number so we can contact you when the stock arrives. I will reserve one for you.."

So I went home with my problematic BB....and the next day, I received a call! I can go collect my BB! But because it was quite late already and I felt lazy to go out, I went to collect my phone on Saturday instead.

So ya lah...I got my new BlackBerry Bold already lor.. and yesterday, the telco called me up and actually follow up with me on my BB. wahh...i feel very happy lorr...good customer service lor!!

Malaysia telcos, better buck up!!!

p/s: I'm offcially broke. 9 days til payroll comes! =P

2009-11-02T17:35:00.003+08:00

2 more months to 2010...

I apologize for not updating my blog. I just feel so lazy though I have lotsa things to blog about.

Don't you think time flies? I have not been updating my blog for 1 month or more. And CHRISTMAS IS COMING! Yes, I know it is only the beginning of November, but in Singapore, it feels like Christmas is tomorrow!

@Tangs. Still putting up the decos....

Now I can start taking lots of pictures because most of the decos are up. Whee! I'll take more pictures tomorrow and I will probably post it up on facebook. Blogging on a netbook not syiok le, especially if wanna put up pictures. Netbook cannot accept such big programme like Photoshop and all...

Eh, speaking about photoshop, my friend told me I can get the original photoshop programme for $99 only with student card!! *hint hint* ahem phoebe tan..........ahemmmm...

And I'm planning to get a desktop end of this month during the PC Fair here. =D But I don't know how to shop for computer...=( when i get a desktop, i need to buy table and chair too. wah, end of november sure spend way over budget. so gotta save up this month...

Room is in a mess cause I have no place to put my things. I have my own room, but 70% of the things in the room are my grandparent's. Even the clothes hang behind the door are theirs. I only got one slot to hang. Then my closet is one tidy narrow one. The big one all their clothes inside. I very kesian. What to do....wanna save money so need to stay with them. I save kao kao then I'll move out...

Ok, that's all for now. If I go on, it'll be one darn long post.

2009-10-08T19:31:00.003+08:00

KeUgly-an

My blog seriously look ugly. I cannot tahan I wanna change it but i cannot do it now.

It's not that I dislike pink, but just that it don't match with my header and others. Totally sudah rosak dah.....=(

I will try to find time to mencantikkan my blog.

2009-10-08T12:20:00.002+08:00

Orientation

Today is my 4th day of my orientation. Basically, my 2nd day up til today is more on a course on Customer Service called the PP10. Yeah, so we learn on the different kinds of customer we are gonna face and of course this also teaches us how to be a customer. The good and the bad. Haha! We know the tricks...nyehehehe

We named our group....

Rojak....Why rojak? That is because my group consist of all Malaysians and we always rojak-ed up our language. Hehe

my name tag written by Elaine..

during the course. That's my facilitator infront, whom we bully alot. =P

sweets are provided. So we won't fall asleep. Actually, this course is like the first course I attended that has so many fun activities. So basically the sweets are all eaten up during theory sessions. Haha...

One of the activity is to identify the different faces of these monkeys. Not easy! My group only got 11 ones right over 23 monkeys!

There are many games on team building and communication skills. And at this very moment, I am now blogging in the waiting room, waiting for my turn for the assessment test, where we need to act as a service provider and serve our customers.

One thing I love in Singapore is that they care for every citizens, especially the elderly and the ones in need. Look at the paedestrian crossing traffic light below.

Took this while walking to class. =)

And what I discovered yesterday, Singapore is pretty at night. The buildings and all. Go over to the city at night, I find it very nice. I was over in Bugis to shop with my sister and we took a bus to Holland Village for dinner with Audrey. On the bus, I realized I have never been to that part of Singapore before. Haha....

2009-10-06T23:47:00.002+08:00

It's time to be brave to go Pink!

Pink is the colour for the month of October. Why?

I have many people asking me in the hospital, "Why are you wearing a pink ribbon?"

Do you have the same question in mind too when you see someone wearing a pink ribbon? Of course many of you will know of a Red Ribbon, which symbolizes AIDS Awareness. But what about Pink? Some people dislike Pink because it is too girly.

Well, do you know October is the Breast Cancer Awareness month? You will see many people wearing pink or have a pink ribbon on them during this month in hospitals and shopping malls. I find this month very special because it talks on Breast Cancer. That is why Pink colour is chosen, because most females like pink.

This is the month to encourage women to be breast aware - to familiarize with how your breasts look and feel at whatever your age you are. Advising on a annual medical check ups such as Mammogram, Clinical Breast Examinations and screenings are also important for early detection that can save your life. Other than that, this creates an opportunity to raise funds for charities and for further research for treatment on this deadly disease.

Breast cancer is one of the most common form of cancer affecting women in Malaysia. Many women are not aware that a small tiny lump in their breast could be cancer. Ignorance. I have seen many people suffering from breast cancer, survivors, and even have people I know who died of breast cancer. The word "Breast Cancer" can be frightening to those who have it and to their close ones. What more, the word "Chemotherapy", "Mastectomy", which they do not just need to say it, but go through it.

It is not easy to accept that you have a cancer. You will tend to do many things to ignore this "cancer" and tend to treat yourself like as if you do not have a cancer, which is dangerous and is life threatening.

I have a patient during my training days who was diagnosed with 4th stage of breast cancer. As her primary doctor sat and took her history, she was telling the doctor that she was diagnosed a year before and couldn't accept that she has breast cancer. Instead of getting medical treatment such as chemotherapy, she went to the Sing Se for Traditional Chinese treatment. The treatment was not a success, and the cancer has spread to the other breast too. It was a little too late as she is in the last stage and chances of surviving was quite slim. Neither her breasts could be saved and further test was done to make sure the cancer cells did not spread to other organs.

We all play a role in supporting those with and without breast cancer because this is a nightmare to all of us. Those who has breast cancer will go through a 5 stages of grief - Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression and later Acceptance. During these stages, they need support and encouragements from close ones.

Common responses I have experienced according to the 5 stages of grief during my training days.
Denial - "Breast cancer? Impossible! I feel so healthy!"
Anger - "Why me? What have I done to deserve such sickness?"
Bargain - "God! If You are there, take this cancer away!"
Depression - "Since I have cancer, I will be dying. Maybe I should just die now."
Acceptance -"Yes, I have cancer. There is treatment and I should go for it. What do you have for me?"

I truly salute those cancer survivors who have faught so bravely and strongly to overcome the cancer. Losing one or both breast takes up courage to move on. Just like a soldier on the battle field. Fighting for their country to protect their country, while breast cancer patients fight to protect their body! They are our true inspiration whom we should look up to, because they are the only one who knows the real pain and sufferings.

So don't you think this month is very very important to reach out to every women? And men too! Men do play an important role in this awareness too. Don't be surprise guys, men too can have breast cancer. Every minute counts. Are you in to join in the month of awareness together? You see, by just spending a few minutes on reading this blog post, I am sure a few people have gained something.

2009-10-06T21:05:00.002+08:00

Tired all the time

Hey everyone. I am updating here in Singapore using M1's mobile broadband. Not very satisfied with it. It's quite slow. And I think my netbook is making it laggy. I subscribed the 7.2mbps one because they were having a promotion. 30% off the usual price. Why I took the 7.2mbps one is because I was afraid that the 1mbps, 2mbps and 4mbps will be slow too. Mana tau 7.2mbps is so darn slow. So imagine if i get those lower than 7.2mbps?

I think when I get a desktop I will get a fixed one. Then my mobile one, what to do with it leh? Lolz.

I am not sure whether it is my netbook that is lagging or the connection that is lagging.

Anyway....

Currently, I am very very tired. Having headache almost everynight. Now just below my grandparent's flat, there is this lelong session going on. Very noisy. And these events usually happen during chinese festive seasons. Not only lelongs....also got opera lah, singing lah, praying lah.....darn noisy wan...

Ok, now to working matter.
I have not start working yet. For 2 weeks, I'll be having my orientation and some courses for newbies like me. Orientation was fun, but very tiring because it take the whole day. But it is fun. My fascilitator is quite funny and tries his best to keep us awake.

So yeah, nothing much....Pictures maybe another time k? I don't really have the energy to blog much today.

2009-10-03T18:23:00.003+08:00

I will update soon....

line here in LCCT sucks. bah.

Gonna board soon.

2009-09-30T14:05:00.004+08:00

SALES?! SHOPPING CRAZE!

2 weeks back I was in MidValley. The mall was packed with all sorts of people, like all sorts! Ang Moh lah, Bangdla lah, Arabians lah, Melayu, Cina, India, bla bla bla....

I hate it when every shop is packed with people. I cannot even shop in peace! Have to queue up for changing room lah, too crowded lah I can hardly breathe!

And what I hate most is....

Instead of putting it back in place nicely, they just dump it back to its place. There were too many people, the sales people are unable to control too. So yeah, no time to susun the shoes back. I already no mood to even try the shoes after seeing the place so messed up..

Mana ada mood macam ni? Dump like this until don't know got any kerosakan or not. Hmm..

Anyway, last weekend I went over to KL to shop for a dress for my convo. It is so hard to find a decent sleeved dress nowadays. Even so, it is not very formal kind and it is more casual looking. Unless I wear those office working clothes lah, THAT very easy to find.

So I found this very casual dress from Padini and hmm, if I cannot find any dress anymore, I'll wear this for my convo. I have no choice. At least it is VERY DECENT and it's not sleeveless. All my other dresses are sleeveless, bareback, and tube like, and boleh tengok longkang senang...So yeahh....

Very casual dress right? Aih, what to do lah......Will try hunting for dresses in Singapore. So if I found then this casual dress I can wear go jalan jalan pak tor lepak go church instead of normal jeans, skirt and t shirt. Thanks Josh for this dress. ^^ Not cheap ok........

I really hope I can find a nice dress for convo. I don't understand why so ma fan. Also gonna wear a robe the whole time.

And oh, I gatal tangan go buy a dress online. And this dress I also cannot wear for convo. Lolz. Maybe for a dinner lah. Who's getting married? Please invite me???? =P And that dress I bought online is much much cheaper than that Padini dress! Must treasure Padini dress d.....

Oh I feel great! =P

2009-09-28T22:22:00.004+08:00

Worm Water x2

Pizza Hut need to improve their service lah. Waited for more than half an hour just for a medium sized pizza. The place weren't busy at all. The senior staffs were just standing around and laughing away while the kids (I believe they are still school kids) were running up and down serving customers. There weren't many customers, but the tables weren't cleared, food arriving late and all.

Why ah?

Then I beh tahan already so I bising lah...Immediately after that my pizza arrive d....

Then when the bill came,

Lolz. But I see no worm in my water....heh

2009-09-28T02:00:00.003+08:00

4 more hours to wake up..

I'm still awake cause I'm not sleepy yet. Hah...

This weekend was quite a good one. Enjoyed the shoppings and burning my pockets and gatherings and making new friends, though I'm still a lil shy, as usual....

Will blog more when I get home later. Home means Kuantan....~~

I'm feeling very lazy to travel........May be coming back to KL on Thursday to teman Phoebe since she'll be alone at home. Let's see what mom and dad will say lah. That time, I'll have a huge big red polka dot luggage to come along with me.

2009-09-25T00:20:00.001+08:00

KL here I come!

Yes lah, aku agak sedih lah meet up plan cancel.

But I hope plan B works........SHOPPING!!

yeah, I always say I go shopping but come back empty handed. Maybe I should add the word 'Window' in front of that Shopping next time.

I have a reason to shop now. I want to look for a suitable dress for my convocation next month. It is written in the letter,

"No sleeveless and exposing clothes for females."

So ya lahh.....sleeveless also cannot. But I should be grateful lah, because Pantai College Malacca got their baju koperat wan. Means, they all have their graduation uniform. lolz. Thank God my college gives us a little freedom on our attire.

Ok, got to pack now. (damn, i have to wake up at 6am and now it's already 1am!)

Some pictures for you to enjoy as I end this post...=)

Calvin as Pharoah in Vacation Bible School recently.

credits: Alisson Wong

Penang Trinity Methodist Church choir performing for Wesley Methodist Church, Kuantan's 56th Anniversary.

credits: Calvin Soo

2009-09-23T15:40:00.002+08:00

Hai..

Tinggal....10 hari lagi. Begitu cepatnya masa berlalu. Aku tidak mahu pulang ke Singapura lagi. Aku tidak akan mula kerja serta merta sebab ada orientasi selama 2 minggu. Tapi....aku masih mahu bercuti..

Bahasa Malaysia aku sudah pun karat. Aku tidak mampu menulis seperti dulu lagi.

Darn, it is so tough for me to express myself in Bahasa now.

2009-09-16T19:07:00.000+08:00

bila aku sesat, bila joshuaongys don't choi me....

kel li make me not sesat. whee!

she's such a people person. first time see her also can ngam terus d. hahaha ^^
hope to see you again soon kelz. =)

2009-09-14T14:56:00.003+08:00

An Uninvited Guest At 7.45am

I hate going to sleep and waking up by dogs barking.

This morning, Ruffy kept barking NON STOP! Gah.....I opened my window and scolded him...He ran towards my voice and stopped barking. I went back to bed. Not even 10 seconds later, he started barking again. NON STOP! I opened my window and scolded him again! He stopped and continue barking and barking and barking.

Then I knew maybe he saw a cat ka, stray dogs ka...cause he barks are heard from the kitchen..

I went down, to the kitchen and opened the door and the first thing i saw was......

can you see it? I got so shocked, my heart beat was so fast.....i faster close the door and ran upstairs to get my dad....

this Biawak is DAMN BIG OKAY! Probably 0.5 meter long! Include his tail then almost 1meter liao..

And my stweepid dog wants to fight with it!

I quickly put that fella in his cage to prevent him from attacking or being attacked.

Ruffy is small compared to the biawak. And wants to be a hero lah he...
But awww, look at his cutey look....

Dad came down, tried to catch it with his own made catcher made out of wires and broomstick. Failed la....that fat giant biawak suddenly ran away so fast. And then it hid in the garden (rumput all very panjang, didn't cut yet). And that Ruffy kept barking lah again and again...

Dad threw a big stone towards the biawak and that biawak ran for his life! It's so big, i don't know how he came into the house. But because biawak very scared of human, that biawak actually squeeze himself through the gate to flee!

I hate biawaks!

Ruffy

So that was my morning.....

2009-09-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

Phoebe's 20th

Went down to KL to celebrate Phoebe's birthday with my family.

I enjoyed the dinner very much, but not the rest of the day there. Lol...very boring....MidValley sucks during sales. Because too many people...me no like!

Anyway, Phoebe is now 20. Means she's turning older. She told me not to lecture much cause i'll cepat tua. But I think now I should advise her not to be a lecturer cause she'll cepat tua more cepat...=P

Phoebe's last birthday, I brought her to Itallianes for dinner with Josh.

This time we have dinner with the rest of my family, and I bought her this....

a new camera! yeahhh.....she deserve more than a pair of kasut lah....Mom asked me to get her a good kasut..but I've been getting her so many kasuts until her housemates also complain she has too many kasut. More to come!! haha!

Birthday ma, of course something better ma right? =)

And this is one of the dish for our dinner. Had dinner at Dragon-i in Cititel itself.

No birthday cake cause all our perut too penuh d. Heh....

Happy Birthday sisi!

2009-09-11T12:47:00.003+08:00

POWER OF MONEY

Dad emailed me this and i thought i should share with everyone. =)

By Adam Khoo - Singapore's youngest millionaire at 26 yrs.

I travel around the region pretty frequently, having to visit and conduct seminars at my offices in Malaysia, Indonesia, Thailand and Suzhou (China).

I am in the airport almost every other week so I get to bump into many people who have attended my seminars or have read my books.

Recently, someone came up to me on a plane to KL and looked rather shocked.. He asked, 'How come a millionaire like you is traveling economy?' My reply was, 'That's why I am a millionaire. ' He still looked pretty confused.

This again confirms that greatest lie ever told about wealth (which I wrote about in my latest book 'Secrets of Self-Made Millionaires'). Many people have been brainwashed to think that millionaires have to wear Gucci, Hugo Boss, Rolex, and sit on first class in air travel. This is why so many people never become rich because the moment that earn more money, they think that it is only natural that they spend more, putting them back to square one.

The truth is that most self-made millionaires are frugal and only spend on what is necessary and of value. That is why they are able to accumulate and multiply their wealth so much faster.

Over the last 7 years, I have saved about 80% of my income while today I save only about 60% (because I have my wife and 2 kids, mother in law, 2 maids etc. to support). Still, it is way above most people who save 10% of their income (if! they are lucky).

I refuse to buy a first class ticket or to buy a $300 shirt because I think that it is a complete waste of money.

When I joined the YEO (Young Entrepreneur's Orgn)a few years back (YEO is an exclusive club open to those who are under 40 and make over $1m a year in their own business) I discovered that those who were self-made thought like me. Many of them with net worth well over $5m, travelled economy class and some even drove Toyota's and Nissans,not Audis, Mercs, BMWs.

I noticed that it was only those who never had to work hard to build their own wealth (there were also a few ministers' and tycoons' sons in the club) who spent like there was no tomorrow. Somehow, when you did not have to build everything from scratch, you do not really value money. This is precisely the reason why a family's wealth (no matter how much) rarely lasts past the third generation.

Thank God my rich dad foresaw this terrible possibility and refused to give me a cent to start my business.

Then some people ask me, 'What is the point in making so much money if you don't enjoy it?'

The thing is that I don't really find happiness in buying branded clothes, jewellery or sitting first class. Even if buying something makes me happy it is only for a while, it does not last.

Material happiness never lasts, it just give you a quick fix. After a while you feel lousy again and have to buy the next thing which you think will make you happy. I always think that if you need material things to make you happy, then you live a pretty sad and unfulfilled life..

Instead, what makes me happy is when I see my children laughing and playing and learning ! so fast. What makes me happy is when I see my companies and trainers reaching more and more people every year in so many more countries.

What makes me really happy is when I read all the emails about how my books and seminars have touched and inspired someone's life.

What makes me really happy is reading all your wonderful posts about how this blog is inspiring you. This happiness makes me feel really good for a long time, much much more than what a Rolex would do for me.

I think the point I want to put across is that happiness must come from doing your life's work (be it teaching, building homes, designing, trading, winning tournaments etc.) and the money that comes is only a by-product.

If you hate what you are doing and rely on the money you earn to make you happy by buying stuff, then I think that you are living a life of meaninglessness.

2009-09-11T11:08:00.006+08:00

iPhone

People of different ages in Singapore carries a iPhone 3GS. From school kids to old ah pak.

I always wonder why Singaporeans are so rich.

I remember, when I was over in Singapore for attachment last year, Sony PSP was very heng. Again, people of different ages, from school kids to old ah pak are seen playing PSP in the MRT, bus stops, busses and even when they are doing some shopping. Even those who wears professionally plays the PSP. At least the iPhone makes you more yeng lah now.

Over in Malaysia, if you own an iPhone means you are very rich. Quite true though because the plans are pretty expensive. I first thought the price is not much difference compared to Singapore and thought of getting one for dad's birthday.

But....

When I opened the Maxis webpage for iPhone, "Wah pieng! SO DAMN expensive!"

I use to be a postpaid user and the package I take is RM50 only.

To get an iPhone here, I need to pay like RM2k if I take the RM100 plan! And that is the cheapest plan.

And when I was doing some survey in Singapore on their iPhone package by Singtel....

i went, "Wo HO HO HO....so damn cheap!"
hey, it's also still very cheap even after you convert from SGD to MYR ok.....

And because it is so cheap...

stock is limited, means always out of stock!

oh neh....i'm not interested in having an iPhone at the moment. A lil hard for me to curi-curi sms when I'm working. hehehehe......^^

But don't be surprise if I own one soon.

So, Singaporeans ain't that rich lah. It's the cheap things over there that makes them look rich. And they are only rich if they come to Malaysia. (this reflects to the blogger herself) hehe

2009-09-10T12:29:00.003+08:00

It's Great To Be Home <3

How's Singapore? Singapore is very well, but makes me very tired everyday.

I probably enjoy walking around Singapore. In Malaysia, I'll be dead d.

Along Red Dot Museum

Theater syiok sendiri with one of the Nurse Manager

Met great people in Singapore too, of course.

During my departure back to KL, Daniel, Marilyn and Jia Yan (if i'm not mistaken) came by to pass me this card.

it's from the cg members (not all la cause the cg has like 50 ppl?). Very sweet of them to write me a card, it's as if i'm going off for a very very long time! I was speechless when Daniel told me he's coming over. Like wow.....lol!

It was suppose to be a surprise though. But because Danee, PS and I tak sabar want to go in the Departure hall, the surprise have to be revealed. heheheh..

So I landed onto Malaysia ground at 11.30pm.

Josh was waiting for me at the Arrival Gate. And all of a sudden Andy appeared. Terkejut sial aku.

Of course the first place to go is to CHCKL, because its a Sunday ma so I go la.

It's great meeting up my cg members again. =) Manoj said I look more refreshed than last time. heheeh...cause happy ma come back KL..so ma refreshed lor.

After service, Chia Huey, Jan and I went to Pyramid to hang out and catch up again! Enjoyed their company and they shopped, i did not. Bag almost 20kg d...if i shop then habis lah....

Jan and I at Winter Warmers Coffee and Tea House

Met up with Josh at KL Sentral and off we go for dinner. Longing for good food, Josh brought me to Jalan Alor.

Walked all the way to the end of Jalan Alor. This restaurant we went to is so big, 5 shoplots combined together.

We ordered, La la pedas, Asam Fish, Kangkung Belacan, Chicken Wings....
Then the boss asked, "Wah all pedas wan...you all like huh?"

LOL! We didn't know we ordered all spicy food - expect the chicken wings la...But it's ok...cause they all look tempting...

And the amount of food we ordered is so much for 2 people. I only ate 1/4 bowl of rice because I makan all the dishes. If makan finish the rice then I think Josh need to borrow people's stomach d.

Asam Fish

This Asam Fish is damn delicious! Never tasted such yummy Asam Fish before lorrrr......

The next day, which is Monday, I slept the whole day. Just felt so tired and since Josh went for interview and left me alone at home so I ambik lah kesempatan to sleep....

Woke up at 7.30pm (heheh....), Josh's mom took us and Charity (Josh's sister) to Menjalara for dinner.

We ate Yong Tow Foo (Tau Fu, Lady Fingers, Binjals, Sui Gao), Ginger Chicken Wine, Hakka Pork, vegetable and my all time favourite Chu Kiok Cho (cuka kaki babi)...

And THAT IS ALOT FOR 4 PEOPLE! And again, i only ate 1/4 bowl of my rice and sapu-ed the dishes...

And I enjoyed the food. Yummy! hehehe....

And the next day (urm....Tuesday), I did some shopping! So CincauHangus picked Josh and I up to Ikano because he was too hungry and need to makan. So Josh and si Cincau went to makan while i go jalan-jalan shopping...

Oh, finally I bought myself a jeans. My arse so big, skinny jeans cutting looks like a straight cutting on me. Ain't tight from my lower thigh below. Whatever lah...still got jeans then i happy d...

And and and I made myself a chop. Fuh, writes "Registered Nurse" below my name. Aiyak, forget take picture. Later lah i syiok sendiri with it then i post it up.

After I have done my shopping then we went over to Starbucks to kill time. Waiting for The Ugly Truth movie screening. My first movie screening. =D The movie is very funny, but not suitable for those below 18, even after cutting alot of scenes. Not much of sexual scenes but the words used la....very funny and not suitable for kids lahh.

at Starbucks

Ok, i'm hungry now......dad bought me lunch an hour ago and its still waiting for me to swallow it.

2009-09-06T01:30:00.002+08:00

Tanah Air

i'm back!

had an impatient flight just now. lol. just cant wait to get back.

will blog more later.

ciao.

2009-08-12T19:48:00.007+08:00

I'm Still Alive

Oh hie everyone. Sorry for abandon-ing my blog for weeks. I think many people also never see my blog liao also. Anyway, I'm still alive and healthy and feelings i tak berapa happy sangat la.

Currently I'm staying in Aljunied, along Upper Aljunied road. Everyday I travel to Orchard for work from 8am-4pm. So if any of you happen to be in Orchard road after 4pm from Monday-Saturday, please find me *desperate look*.

So for your info, I am working in the Operating Theater. Not functioning as a Scrub Nurse or Circulating Nurse yet. Just an observer and learning through observing. So I have seen all kinds of General Surgeries and Obstretic and Gynae surgeries, from delivering of baby through Caeserean Section, to removing the uterus, ovaries and cervix (Total Hysterectomy and Bilateral Salpingo-Oophorectomy) to opening the abdomen, digging through the intestines looking for the intestine to cut off, putting some hard metal scope in your urethra, to circumcision, and many more....I use to get disgusted, now I feel excited. ^^

Anyway, honestly speaking, I have not done any shopping yet. I feel very tempted to shop, but if I shop I no need to eat d. So I never go out until last week when Josh came down. =)

Ok, go back to my shopping story.
1. I took him to Bugis, I saw a pretty skirt, only SGD10. But I don't dare to buy.
2. I took him to Orchard. So many shops having sales. I don't dare to buy also.
3. I took him to VivoCity. Went to Forever 21. Saw most pretty pretty tops, skirts, dresses are like SGD33. It's like seeing RM33 from the salary i'm going to earn. But I haven get that salary yet ma....So I don't dare to buy

To cut the whole story short, I didn't buy anything lah after walking in Singapore from 10am-6pm.

Surprisingly again......no pictures to put on blog at the moment...=( I promise I will take pictures this weekend if I got go out.

Before I forget, I attended Heart of God Church last weekend. Went there alone and nobody knew I was new. Until I sengaja show my lost look.
And of course I go up to the usher and say, "Sorry it's my first time here....I'm lost.."
And the usher got so panic! Hahahaha!

Then they bring me to one person, and to another person and to another one and another one (they introduced themselves...and sorry, i forgot all their names....) and finally a guy name Daniel came and brought me to a seat with his CG members. And everytime I meet someone there, they will definitely ask me, "How did you know about HoGC?" And haha, I give the exact same answer to everybody who asked me, I think I answered more than 10 times. Lol!

But it is a great church. Great worship, great message, great people. =)

I'm quite sad cause I miss home, I miss mom and dad and my siblings, I miss my puppy, I miss him....I just miss the comfort I use to have back home in Malaysia. At the moment, I'm living in a small tiny room for 2 and sharing toilet with more than 100 people from China, Myanmar and other countries. I can't pang sai here, I have to go to hospital to pang sai. I feel quite the lonely here. how?

Alright, time to sleep.

p/s I'm hungry....=(

2009-07-22T12:34:00.001+08:00

Tadika Alfa Ria

Yesterday, I was at my mother's kindergarten to help her shoot some videos and take some pictures. Used dad's Camcoder and my ever faithful Lumix DMC-FX36. It is just a normal digital camera so it's kinda slow and I missed lots of nice shots. You know, kids are very active and they can never sit still.

Imagine holding a camcoder and a digital camera, trying to shoot one thing with two gadgets. Not easy at all. It's either I'll lose focus on the camcoder or i'll snap like nobody in a picture. Like I've said, these kids can never sit still! They are just all so hyperactive!

I think I was pretty much disturbing the class that was going on. Most of them were just looking at my camera and not focusing infront. The teacher have to distract them back with some games and quiz. hehe.

And the 6 years old kids were not learning how to just read, but they are learning how to form sentences! Hmm, when I was in standard 1 I still learn how to spell A-P-P-L-E. When I was in standard 2, I don't know how to spell CUPBOARD. And spelling AEROPLANE when I was in standard 1 is like spelling some bombastic word. lol.

These kids really love the cameras. They kept chasing me around just to be in the camera. And after taking their pictures, they will chase me again asking me to view them see they pretty/handsome or not. Kids nowadays.....

Over in mom's kindergarten, these kids have time to play, study, eat and even practice for their upcoming concert.

Actually I'm there to snap pictures and take video to be shown during the concert. Mom and dad seem to be impressed with the videos I made for my class, but I guess they are a lil disappointed with the one i'm doing for her tadika. heh....Couldn't do much by just taking a video of a day in the tadika. At least a few days there will be easier where there are more other activities.

But I'm happy with some pictures taken yesterday. Mom can also sell them as the parents will definitely buy them. Cute ba.....

The Malay kids seem to be very quiet and polite compared to the Chinese kids who are like so wild. This boy handsome hor? haha...when big d sure very leng zai wan...

2009-07-20T00:56:00.000+08:00

Her Golden Year

Mom turned 50 yesterday. =)

We ate a lot, like a lot. Sorry no pictures cause not in a camera mood. haha.

Anyways, a day before her big day, we went for a Japanese dinner. Quite disappointing for me. Didn't really like it. Oh well. Then we went to East Coast Mall for Abigail's performance. When we arrived, it was already the last item. On time for her violin performance but missed her piano performance. She wasn't happy because we weren't there. So i had to belanja her a RM2o Baskin Robbins ice cream to make her happy. *ka ching ka ching ka ching habis la....*

Then we had Dim Sum in MS Garden Hotel after church and at night we had crabs for dinner. I think I gained weight during the weekend!

We gave mom her birthday gift. We bought her the new Hugo Boss Orange perfume. It smells so lovely. Me love. And as expected, she'll complain a lot and talk a lot on the present. lol, that's my mom! She complains and always say "You buy this kinda things, I where got use wan..."

That is why it is so hard to get a present for her. But dad said, "No matter how much she complains, she actually appreciates everything you guys bought for her. She actually loves them."

And mommy like to curi-curi pakai my bajus wan. Got one hor, i haven wear wan. She go wear wor, and the next day also wear go out. I see mom like that I see that she dont want to dress like a 50 year old lady. Good la! haha and things I buy for myself she likes, things i buy for her she don't like. Funny la.

Now I know how to buy things for her d. Say its mine, then when she keep eyeing on my things then I tell her its for her. Cun idea bo?

Still love her cause mommy is one woman i respect. Her passion for children, her passion for this family. Mom works so hard day and night, waking up early in the morning to do a lil house chores, running the tadika the whole day almost alone, coming home late in the evening to do a lil more house chores and cook dinner then leave to teach at Vital Years. So if you wonder why the house is in a mess, that is because nobody is at home to clean it up. And me being home for a week already is doing nothing in cleaning up the house. sigh. I just dont know where to start. I bet mom dont know where to start too....=( My lil sister is still young, she don't see the struggle in mom yet. Mom is still patient and never complains everytime she do house chores alone while her kids are just hanging around infront of the TV and computer all day not helping her out at all. I feel like a useless daughter at times. Just know how to complain about everything and yet mom does not complain a single thing on how stressful she is.

Mom teaches tuition at home during the weekend. Even on Sundays.

She's super mom. At times I get very worry, I just feel like asking her to stop work.

Mom can be very naive at times. And super blur too. But one thing I know is that she loves us so much, she is willing to work so hard to help the family out financially. She is one woman that inspire me a lot through the works she is doing.

I love you, mom. Happy Birthday....=)

2009-07-17T23:19:00.003+08:00

I need this!

HP Mini 1000

I need this before I go to Singapore! So I can keep in touch with u guys. ^^

Ok, you may ask why a HP mini??? Why not something better?
It's because I just wanna use this for the sake of just going online.
My laptop now is very heavy...that is why i have muscles now...lol. And it's getting old already..

Anyway, like I posted before, I will get a desktop when I earn enough to buy myself these kind of things. Now I guess I still need dad to support me until I get my payroll end of Oct. Maybe get kor to help? But I don't dare to ask him......

I guess I'll only get my DSLR as my Christmas present end of the year. hahaha

2009-07-16T16:59:00.003+08:00

My Valentine

sang by Phoebe Tan, my sister. =)

2009-07-16T11:42:00.006+08:00

Of food and shoes

So I have been back home for 4 days already.
I was suppose to spend my whole holiday cleaning up the whole house. But instead I've been spending more time infront of the computer doing nothing.

Yesterday leh, Wei Juin came over to pick me up for breakfast, CURRY MEE!

I tell you. No curry mee i beh tahan...

And in the evening, after coaching Gail in her maths, she went to the kitchen and cooked this...

I only know how to cook Maggi mee when I was her age. It was delicious!

Since I'm back here for more than a week, I ajak-ed dad to watch Transformers as he haven watch. So yeah, watched a 9.05pm movie. Before the movie, after sending mom for Vital Years and Gail for piano lesson, dad dropped me earlier in Megamall to collect the tickets and I went around the mall looking for a pair of sneakers.

Quite dissapointing la...not many choices like in KL. But what to do....no time to do shopping there d before I go Singapore. So just get the nicest one la...

So yeah, a pair of Nike shoes. Never bought such expensive shoes before but wth, first investment in such shoes, it better tahan at least for 1-2 years la.

Don't really like the colour though cause it's orange. I'm not against orange but I just do hope they have other choices of colours. But too bad.

Me like this shoes because it is light. It is not so bad right?

Oh anyways...

I'm uploading some videos of my **sista (**edited: she didn't want me to call her sisi, so have to change..) singing during my uncle and aunty's wedding. Still in process so I'll put it up in the next post. Stay tuned!

2009-07-14T21:36:00.004+08:00

Back home.

So yeah, i'm back home. No longer gonna be in kl. Next city will be Singapore.

Whole house is in a mess. My things are still in the boxes. How to pack them all out of the boxes? No place to put them. Yeah, house very the big but no place. So yeah, gonna clean the whole house in this 2 weeks. Today I just did like 1% of it. Lol. Was too tired actually after chasing the puppy. Masa tengah mandi dia lari lari....tiring you know...

Planning to get a new laptop before going to Singapore. A HP Mini. Just for the sake of going online la. I plan to get a desktop after I earn the big money first, probably only the end of the year.

Also plan to get my DSLR AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. sigh, it has been long since I really wanted one. Almost 2 tahun d ahhhh.....

And I want to get myself a new handphone too. Mom said go Singapore only buy. There cheaper ma...

Gonna put on braces in Singapore too..I don't like my 2 front big teeth.

I wanna dye my hair. wheeee!~

I wanna travel......but nobody to teman me....=( Guess only can do it after i start working, when everybody is free to travel...THAT TIME I WILL GO FAR FAR PLAY!

Oh. there is still a secret many people dont know. I really don't know how to reveal....sudah simpan hampir 6 tahun. Apa macam???

2009-07-12T13:06:00.008+08:00

Uncle Willie and Aunty Fiona's wedding

As promised, here are some pictures of what happened during the dinner. Not much though. I was enjoying the dinner and music more than taking pictures that night. Hee...

Phoebe was going to sing that night. As usual, I will style her hair and make her up.

This is the result of it.

Gorgeous?

Lol, my relatives couldn't recognize her though, especially my Yi Por...

Dad's tie is senget-ed. haha
And my momma....=)
My grandmother also came down for the wedding. She only sees us like once a year.
the bride and the groom.

Everyone were happy, especially for Uncle Willie. Kow Kong almost gave up on him on getting married. Hahaha....

It was a wonderful and lovely night.

2009-07-06T14:48:00.003+08:00

hello....

Since I got no specific topic because I don't know what to blog, so yeah, it's just a "hello"....

i really wanna blog, but I have no internet to blog and and and....working lor...

sorry no pictures, cause I no time to edit and upload. Maybe next week, when I get back home to Kuantan....*finally!*

Oh, my sister Phoebe was a star on Saturday night during my uncle's wedding dinner. The hall, which is filled with 600 people listen to her singing "The Gift" and "My Valentine"....Orang-orang dari Australia, Indonesia, Papua New Guinea, Singapore, and not forgetting Malaysia, all heard her sweet voice and were wondering where was the singer, because the singer is too short. anyway, they loved her singing, and it is her first time singing in front of my grandmother, granduncle, grandaunty, uncles, aunties, cousins, uncle's cousins, uncle's grandmother, newly wedded aunty's mother, father, cousins, sister, bla bla bla bla....

and they were all shocked and amazed and stunned with her singing.

Anybody wanna hire a singer? Call me at 012-9xxxxxx....Very cheap only wan...

2009-06-27T19:41:00.009+08:00

Farewell Group 2/2006

Everything that begins have to always come to an end.

Our 3 years of Diploma in Nursing has come to an end. And here comes Tiffanie busy doing her videos and class book to make the feeling more awwwwwwww.....~

Yeaps, we usually do videos every end of our semesters except semester 3 and 4 due to time constrain. And since now it is the end of our Diploma, instead of just pictures, I got everyone to be involved and we made our own MV. =)

But sad la, I do everything, Omar got the credit pulak....ouch...but it's ok la, without him I think I couldn't manage also...

We decorated the hall for our farewell party with lotsa balloons and transparent coloured papers covering the lights...

And that's me busy preparing the video for the farewell. Omar just wait for me to finish only. haha!

That's the book I designed. =) so proud of what I did....Something really different that the college is also surprised and happy about. I wonder what will the next semester do for their farewell?

My group tutor in charge, Miss Christina has been with us during the beginning of our journey and ended it with us. I appreciate what she has done for us all, though always kena marah from her. haha....still great being her student. =)

I'll still see these people in Singapore though. But I'm so gonna miss being with them as students, where all the fun time happens.

And I will sure remember this girl, Dhira. I do find her annoying especially when she makan laaa...and once she start talking, it's never ending.....hehehehe, but she's one sweet girl, so caring and loving.......that's why Omar chose her. ^^

Nancy and Agnes. The 2 person that always bully me. Because they always bully me, I bully them back!

Can't put everyone's picture together. Wait til I blog my next post k? Keep yourself updated!

and surprisingly, I now have enemies. So now I have to becareful when I start work. Cannot enemy enemy with people liao. No fun...

I love you all!! Maybe not all, but I will try to love you. Trying very hard to forgive.

All the best Group 2/2006 in whatever you're gonna do in future. Just remember to invite me for your weddings.

2009-06-25T20:03:00.009+08:00

smiles...=)

so finally, the end of 3 years have come to an end. T
omorrow will be our farewell, then *sob*, good bye everyone......='(

that's my seat in class...

us with Ms Christina

well anyway, I'm happy that it has ended and I'll be starting work offcially in October only. Before that I'll be doing my attachment and also gonna enjoy my 1 month holiday in September. *smiles*

Exam was tough. The moment I read the first question, I already fainted...Only sat for one paper, consists of 100 questions. When I reached 70th question, I almost fell asleep. Me no like MCQ papers...boring......

I'll be flying back home tomorrow and the first thing I wanna do is see my lil Ruffy. Since having Ruffy, I'm so much more in love with dogs more...and gonna accompany dad to watch Transformers. THAT IS A DAMN GOOD MOVIE! I never like watching action movie (don't ask why) but Transformers is AWESOME!

I actually froze at my seat during the "chi kek" part and when reach some humourous part, I moved a bit. Fuh, love that movie! Worth watching it over and over again! I rate it 9.5/10...haha

Oh, before watching movie, we went for ice skating. I felt like a pro, cause I did not fall down, and I could stabilize pretty well. =P

and we also celebrated Jac's birthday a month earlier. This is our gift to her...

it's almost my height!

Glad she love it....Jac, your dream has finally come true...not just a teddy bear, but a Giant teddy bear!

Will blog more when I get back to Kuantan...

2009-06-22T19:35:00.003+08:00

LJM

is TOMORROW! my first professional paper to determine whether I'm qualified to practise as a nurse.

my journey in college is coming to an end. Then its working life.
Please keep me in prayer guys.....

2009-06-10T20:16:00.003+08:00

Brrrrrr!

I really wonder how I wanna survive in overseas if I cannot even survive in my own class!

I was trying to look sad end up macam buat cute punya muka.....=.='

I'll be wearing 2 jackets and at times use my shawl to keep me warm. But I still feel damn cold. Well, a cup of milo does help, but only lasts for the most, 1 hour.

Had Mock LJM exam today. Only scored 25/100! Lol...actually the answers tutor had was all wrong. So they have to look for the right answers to give us. I'm not that cha wan la....

2009-06-09T23:23:00.004+08:00

Good news!

14 July 2009 - Back to KUANTAN!!

25 July 2009 - To KL, then take night train travel to Singapore for 6 weeks attachment
26 July 2009 - Arrive in Singapore
27 July 2009 - Report for duty

6 Sept 2009 - Back to Kuantan!
HOLIDAY UNTIL 2 OCTOBER!

in between 6 Sept - Oct 2 is my graduation!

5 Oct 2009 - Report duty as intern.

And I don't know when only jadi Staff Nurse. When I get my Malaysian Nursing Board license transfer to Singapore Nursing Board license lor...!

whee! long holiday!! I wanna go Bali!~

2009-06-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

Nasty me

Seriously, I really need to sit down and study in class so I can finish all the videos for farewell. Still alot more to go and I really need to spend my whole time in class studying!

Discipline! Discipline!!!!

Well, 13 more days to go to LJM. I really need to seek God in whatever I do. I cannot depend on my own strength anymore. His faithfulness have never fail me, ever. I believe that I will be able to answer my papers wisely, not smartly. I don't want to be smart, I want to be wise.

Oh yeah, I learnt so much from Pastor Andrew Gray during last week's service. Especially about 1 John 5:14-15.

14This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. 15And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him.
New International Version (NIV)

Key point : CONFIDENCE, ASK ACCORDING TO HIS WILL

So much so, at times, do not have confidence with the prayer I pray. I still feel that I do not deserve asking for something from God. Yeah, so if we do not have any confidence nor ask anything not according to His will, then He "cannot hear us"...

get it?

Today, my group tutor was giving out remarks on my report card. Then she asked, "You have a blog right?" huhu.......she reads my blog! I guess she read the evil post i posted last week and she told me I shouldn't be so nasty.

Yeah, I shouldn't. But at times I just couldn't keep it any longer I just need to blog it out. Maybe that will be the last nasty post from me? Tiffanie ain't nasty, right? Only for that one post...just that. HAHA....maybe a lil nasty in other posts got guaaa......hehe

Sorry guys, I do not have much picture taken. I promise I will, one day. Ok, I better get to bed. Really need to STUDY during college hours or else I really gonna be unable to do well...

2009-06-06T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hey.....

I've not really started a serious revision for my Nursing Board Exam yet.

I've not been to church for more than a month already. I am not feeling well now, I hope I am able to go to church tomorrow morning.

Sigh...Period...is.....tiring....and....suffering....

I have 3 more houses for video shooting, have video editing to do and then class book to do..
Then got someone marah me cause i never edit a picture in class book and caused it to be a laughing stock yesterday. =(

I am afraid there will be alot of complains about the book and video.

eg, "
why my face not so many but bla bla bla bli blu bla's face so many." etc etc...

I cannot put plain boring looks in the video that makes it boring, and for the book i rushed doing it, couldn't ask for pictures from 83 ppl in my class so i just use my supplies. I have tried my best to make it the best, so can you not complain?

FYI, I cannot please every single one of you, you know? Like, derhhhh....
If you are coorperative then I can probably make you happy with it la.

Honestly, I enjoy doing what I am doing (not studying)...hehe...
I'm happy....^^ I am so gonna show my tutors who Tiffanie really is. Maybe I should dance and sing infront of them? lol, I malu actually.....

I like it when friends asks me..."why you know so many things wan....eg. music, singing, dancing, designing, editing, photography, pakar shopping, computers, cameras, roads, transportation, places, people (my facebook got 500+ people and all I kenal wan, though not close) etc etc" (except studying...they'll never ask that!)

It's all by God's grace and blessings that I am who I am. I may be a noob to professionals, but hey.....it feels good when people ask you for opinions and help in the area you're good at and when you're able to please them, it feels much more great!

"Why are you in nursing, Tiff.....you should reach your dreams of becoming who you want to be all these while!"

I am slowly reaching it. I am in nursing because I'm forced to, but it is all good. Really....I so do not need to worry looking for job anywhere in the world. My dream will be part time or to fill in my free time. =)

50% video done, 90% class book done, 10% studying done. Damn...

2009-06-01T23:12:00.002+08:00

Blessed

I do feel blessed everytime I think of my future in Singapore. My friends are all struggling to find cheap apartments or flats in Singapore, while I have a place to stay already, with my grandparents.

As I calculate the amount of money to save from my salary, I can save up quite alot compared to others. I am able to support my family back home and also my grandparents with the money I earn. Other than that, my earning is more than my friends back here in KL. Do not convert, but I still earn more than them, even as an intern. Haha, if convert, I'm earning much more than my brother!

From my savings, I wanna do lots of things, such as going overseas to work and further my studies. Though it is gonna be stressful being in Singapore, but I am placed there for a purpose, and it is indeed a blessing!

But I wan to have my own car also la. To own a car in Singapore, I have to be rich. So I guess that I have to drop it off my list. I'll aim for other things to fill my past time.

**James just called. Invited me for his wedding next month. My 2nd personal wedding invitation! haha! 1st was Chia Huey and Ian's. ^^

2009-05-31T19:53:00.006+08:00

Ruffy

I have been excited about getting a new puppy. Actually this puppy is for my lil sister but this lil puppy will be loved by everyone of us in the Tan family. It has been more than 10 years since we have a dog. Mom and dad didn't want to adopt anymore dog after that because nobody could take care of the dog.

I guess mom and dad is feeling lonely now. haha....and Gail too. Ruffy is their company and they are loving him so much! Dad even wanna teach Ruffy to call him Daddy. =_="

So yeaps, my parents, Phoebe and I head towards Seremban to collect our new member of the family. Oh, before I go on, mom told me there's another puppy at home. Her teacher in kindergarten gave it to her. It is a mix breed.

So yeah, now we have 2 puppies at home!

Ok, continue....

When we arrived at GrandMag's house, we saw the older dogs barking at us. And lil Ruffy running out! We were like, "OMG! SO CUTE!!" Ruffy was running out so cutely!

Meet Ruffy, a 2 months + Shih Tzu pure breed...

He's turning 3 months in 9 days.

The moment we saw him, we fell in love with him immediately!

He's still shy. Haven bark or cry yet. But very hyperactive. Mom didn't want to give him any food or water on the way back to Kuantan until they reached home. But she didn't expect to get stucked in the jam, Ruffy woke up from sleep and asked for food. Mom gave him and he was eating like so fast! Haha, can imagine that. So cute!

The way he sleeps also very cute. He likes to be covered with a blanket when he sleeps. Well, I can only see him in July. Already missing Ruffy. And I cannot wait to meet Ginger, the other puppy at home. Dad said she's a very smart dog.

Let's just go out of topic yeah..
While waiting for my parents to pick me up this morning I was so bored I trimmed my own hair...It was weird, but still acceptable la...Not so bad la...

And I love the eye liner I bought yesterday! LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!

back to class tomorrow. Til I blog again, keep me in prayer! LJM is just in 23 days!!!

2009-05-29T21:20:00.004+08:00

The first evil post of Tiffanie.

Working in daycare made me fat. Because I'm so free there, I tend to get hungry and eat like alot. If work in wards, I do not even have time to eat and happily lose some pounds there.

Tomorrow is my last day in daycare, I'm happy and am looking forward for it. Then at night its "Be Our Guest" time, where my sister and her singing group "The Canticle Singers" will be performing in Universiti Malaya.

Well, this week is indeed a week that is not very good, I can say. Maybe eat too much kot. HAHA! and period coming, so soon....

You know, I never have any enemies, she probably the first person i have who hates me so much. Lol. Nobody hated me that much before. Funny la....But its ok, I find it useless worrying about such matter. Even if she's fine later on which only-heaven-knows when, I think I'll tell her, we'll just be a hi-bye friend. Sia-sia caring so much when she's facing so much problem and all, and at the end she just misunderstood all my cares. Aih, whatever la. It is not affecting me much though because seriously I do not want to have that type of friend who is so revengeful. But I'm quite confused, why wanna move away when I talk with another friend about happy things in my life and stay and curi dengar when I talk about my problems? You're weird, finding weakness in me. Too bad, I'm a happy girl, I don't gossip things that is not true like you do.

You're just jealous I guess. Cause if you're not why do you STARE and look at people from head to toe then to head again? Not on me alone la, on other people too. 3 years d, I've been observing you, you know? Haha, I use to dislike it, like you know, it'll give me the thought - "shit, is my make up out?", "my hair cacat ka?"....but now I LOVE IT because I feel prettier and dresses up properly in a way that shows my confidence in myself and when you stare I feel you're jealous. HAHAHA! But its ok, I really do not care much d. The more I care the more sakit hati i am la.

Seriously, I don't mind being your friend because I'm not so choosy like you. Please la grow up. You're just one problematic girl.

Yeah, I NEVER blog about a person like this before. You're probably the first. Why? Its a form of expression for me. You're the first because nobody hate me like you do before lor. So, be honoured.

I wonder who is willing to stay with you later. I planned to have you with me, but I guess now if I have the chance also, I do not want you to sleep next to me. You're so not going to be my shopping partner anymore dude.

Good to have you to stay away from me, cause Tiffanie don't know how to stay away from people. You hate me, I'll still be there wan cause I don't hate you. I never did. You're just the kind of friend who is dangerous to get closed to.

If you read this and get mad, go ahead la. Afterall you're already VERY MAD at me. I don't care. If you wanna get your kawan-kawan setia involved, what can I do leh? My relationship with them are fine, but if you wanna destroy my relationship with them, by showing them this then go ahead la. Cause I'm not talking bout them also. Just you.

See your muka masam everyday, like don't know how to smile, I think I can give you "The Muka Masam Award". Seriously, this girl don't smile even when greeting guests! Buat malu je. Only with her kawan-kawan setia je she tau smile. Really attitude problem. Cepat tua tau.

I really wish you all the best la in your life. Hope you'll change into a better person that knows how to appreciate everything around you. I remember you keep telling, like your motto liao, "Nobody is perfect, appreciate everything around you." You sounded so decent and guai and holy. Tapi kat belakang macan hantu and devil je...langsung never keep onto your motto...

You should be grateful I never write your name and put your picture up. Then that is really the very evil side of me.

I'm happy though. I have much better friends around me. =)

2009-05-25T20:22:00.005+08:00

erm, hie?

Be prepare, i'm gonna crap alot la....wonder if anyone will read everything! if me, i'll just scroll and glance through only...heh

yea, i know. I have been missing for quite some time. I use to blog like everyday, whatever is it, about my crappy life in college la, myself la, complain this and that la and all la.

I have been posting these 3 weeks. Was in Pantai Klang Hospital for 2 weeks and it was fine la. A very small hospital. Learnt a lot of things there from the ward sister and also doctors. There are very nice doctors like Dr Huang (Orthopaedics), Dr Raj (ENT Specialist) and Dr Suppiah (Eye Specialist). They really teach us without getting irritated or scolding us. Worked there with the Pantai Ayer Keroh students and they are really good compared to my college students. haha, buat malu je....

For this week, I am posted in the Haemodialysis Unit and Daycare centre. The haemodialysis unit, where renal failure patients will go there to "wash" their blood as their kidneys are no longer functioning to secrete out the body waste though urine like urea, chroride, etc. These patients will come three times in a week. So they very ngam with the staffs there. Not cheap aye.....wanna know the price? ask me....;)

The Daycare unit is where patient come in just for a day care. They usually go for a day surgery, where they do not need to get admitted. So, after surgery they rest in day care then later after that they can go back liao. Usually eye surgery cases.

OH! my college is being commercial now. LOL!! Try spotting a billboard along KL-PJ Federal Highway with my college advertisement on it. As you go along, you'll see Mahsa College first, then Masterskill, then Pantai. Hahaha...Nursing colleges....

And you may also see school buses with an advertisement sticked at the back of it, of my college.

And if during education fair you receive a booklet from Pantai College, part of it was designed by me. Lol...

Shows we're desperately in need of nurses. See, so many nursing colleges also want to train more nurse. But if you want quality nurses, choose Pantai. HAHA!

Alright, enough of nurse nurse nurse. I also getting bored at times blogging about nursing life only. Like no other life like that.

Abigail was so excited about her new puppy GrandMag is gonna give. Its a Shih Tzu, which will be named Ruffy. Mom and Dad will go down to Seremban this weekend to get the puppy and I wanna play with him...=( too bad I can only go back in July......

Phoebe's performance will be this weekend. She's pretty excited about it. Haha...her first big performance where ppl have to buy ticket to watch. My friends don't believe until they saw her in the Star papers. haha, my sister can sing k........her sister can't.

Speaking about singing, I really cannot sing anymore. =( my damn cough is still annoying me.

I wanna buy SO MANY THINGS. But I guess I could only afford those things when I start earning my own money. Sob. Seriously, I really really really want those things. It will cost me RM10k for everything I have in mind now. HEHE.....but if convert to SGD then 4k plus ny la....

If you know me well....hhaha, you know that I like to dream big. Like really big. But never dare to achieve it. Lol.....
Wanna know part of it?
Ok, I tell la......

I wanna own a house, a very classic, but modern and elegant house.

Ok, 1 enough. Others, I keep it to myself.

I wanna dance. I have not been dancing for 2 years. Not at all....
I wanna sit down and spend hours on arts and crafts. I have not been doing so for 4 years. Not at all.
I wanna sing infront of many many ppl, though it sucks. Now it is suckier. Have not been doing it for 4 years. Not at all.
I wanna be official photographer for any event, though I carry a lousy camera. Those days the camera I carry was a pro camera laaaa...now that camera consider lousy d la....heh, The last time I jadi photographer for an event was in January, and it was my first time using a DSLR to snap. Not bad for SOME PICTURES la......certain pictures sucks la......but still satisfy me, especially the important ones.
I want to shop. Shop for beautiful shoes, pumps, dresses, tops, bags. As time goes by, I find my closet a lil lame. I mean the clothes I wear. Childish and urm, not suitable for me any more. I see my old pictures (actually not very old, baru 1 year ago nia), I laugh on how I dress up. My taste changes often. Now I say ewww, ugly. After a month, I think it is cool. heh....At that time I think its pretty, now i think its a laughing stock. Heh..........If I like that style very much then that won't happen la....I'll still think I look good in it.

I am planning on where to go for holiday and use up my annual leave for it. Cheh wah, belum mula kerja sudah talk annual leave. Told you, I like to dream big.....

Ok la. enough of a whole long post full of craps. No idea when I will blog again la.

til then, miss me, NOT!

2009-05-15T20:14:00.003+08:00

it is OVER!

haha, not completely over la. I still have one more exam to go, my Nursing Board exam.
yes, no more OSCE, no more essay questions, NO MORE COLLEGE EXAMS!

you know what does that mean? yes? no?
simple, I PASSED MY FREAKING COLLEGE FINAL EXAM!

i actually got a 0 in one of the station for OSCE. heh, i'm bad in drugs. I got a 0 for that. total i got 64/100 only. Sad. But at least I passed la. End!!

Paper 1 (multiple choice questions) which i finished in 30 minutes, I got 77%.
Paper 2 (multiple essay questions) which i finished earlier 1 and a half hour, i managed to score 71%. haha, expected a much lower marks.
Paper 3 (also MEQ) i scored 80%! This is unexpected also.

NOW, everyday after work must go college til 7pm to study, but so tired already, couldn't even concentrate but ended up sleeping in class only.

ok, i'll blog more later. Need to go for discussion. boo.

2009-05-13T20:17:00.002+08:00

Myth and Fact on Nursing

taken from http://www.medical-colleges.net/nursing5.htm

The changing focus in our society toward community care and prevention rather than cure have all served to improve the opportunities for nurses. Yet still the image of nursing is that of the starched apron or frowning matron. Here are just a few of the myths which persist despite evidence to the contrary:

Myth - Nursing is poorly paid.
Fact - Salaries have kept pace with the increasing responsibility being given to nurses. For example, a nurse executive director (what used to be called a matron) in a smaller hospital trust could expect a starting salary of at least £40,000. More senior grades in our profession can expect even more.

Myth - There is no room for advancement
Fact - Nothing could be further from the truth. There are many and varied career paths in our profession, any one of which can lead to high powered and well-paid jobs which actually shape the future of nursing and health care practice. Because of the skills nurses learn and the training system which aims to develop articulate leaders with excellent managerial and practical abilities, nurses are also highly valued in the wider business world.

Myth - You have to be female
Fact - Of 648,000 nurses registered within the UK, about 10% are male, and this is increasing.

Myth - You have to be young.
Fact - We have students on our nursing courses in their 40's and this is not unusual. As people become more mature they seem to seek a career which provides a feeling of self worth, real responsibility and sense of achievement. They often choose nursing.

Myth - It's a very messy job.
Fact - It does help if you don't faint at the sight of blood. Many nurses however work in areas where they may need to dress a wound again. Mental Health nurses for instance require skills of a very different sort from those you see on "Casualty" or "ER".

Myth - Nursing is a manual job.
Fact - Though the provision of personal care is very important a nurses skills are better employed where they are needed, that is managing the care of patients. Community Nurses for instance are increasingly taking on roles traditionally covered by GP's and can run their own client lists.

Myth - You become hardened to suffering.
Fact - As a professional it is vital to be able to support the family and others close to the patient. They are relying on you. In turn you can rely on your training, the knowledge you are doing your best to ease suffering and the support of others in your team. One feature commonly mentioned about any group of health professionals is the high standard of teamwork and comradeship.

2009-05-13T19:55:00.002+08:00

Singapore

I will officially be in Singapore end of this coming July as an for attachment for 8 weeks, a nurse intern in September IF i pass my Malaysian Nursing Board Examination and later after that a Registered Nurse after registering with Singapore Nursing Board.

Great benefits from the hospital and Singapore government, like 4 months of maternity leave (nyek nyek nyek), 14 days of annual leave during internship and 21 days of annual leave when I am a RN! Not bad! Can go holiday long long. Medical and dental benefits also not bad. Housing allowance provided during internship. CPF 34.5%!

Salary also not bad la. Able to save alot cause staying with grandparents.

Can't wait to start work there.

2009-05-08T14:42:00.007+08:00

Cody

This is the Cheongs' cat, named Cody.
I was bored one of the evening. I was suppose to sleep, but it was just so tempting to disturb the cat by taking his pictures. HAHA. I tried the dog, but I failed.

boo to me.

So here are the pictures of Cody the cat.

pictures taken using Panasonic Lumix LX-3. A superb camera that never leave anyone regret buying it. Of course, I am still saving up for an SLR.

Working soon = more money = beli barang I mau + tolong mak bapak bayar rumah + beli kereta untuk adik, bayar tuisyen feenya.

Fuh, bagusnya kakak adiknya.

2009-05-07T23:35:00.003+08:00

Sarawak

Finally I am able to have some real holiday during my annual leave. Usually I'll just stay at home and relax. This time I did something different. That is flying over to Kuching, Sarawak.

Kuching is just like Kuantan. Not much entertainment, not much jam, but lotsa food to eat. SADLY, all the sedap sedap food stalls/restaurants were closed on the day I'm there. Boo.

And oh, by 7pm, the sky is already DARK like REALLY DARK and by 7am its BRIGHT like REALLY BRIGHT. And when you enter Sarawak, it is like masuk another country. Have to go through Immigration wan. And you'll have a pass where you can only be in Sarawak for 90 days only. And Geraldine said if wanna pindah there, have to take PR. Like....WHAT?

I took a flight alone to Kuching and Geraldine along with Danee and Jacq came to pick me up. Geraldine's driving skills is terrifying. HAHA. sorry Din!

We went over to Waterfront to get some souveniors. I did not buy any because all the things there can be found in Central Market in KL. Just bought Kek Lapis.

We then just have a walk along the Waterfront. The weather was nice, cooling. Lol, because it was raining.

At night, we were invited to join Geraldine's family for dinner. It was a big family dinner with yummy seafood.

see what I meant by a big family?

Love this dish. Oyster and flour. We thought it was egg at first.

This is Geraldine's nephew who just got scolded by his dad.

After the dinner, Danee was craving for cheese cake. So we drop by Secret Recipe for come cheese cake.

Jacq was being a native who has never seen cheese cake before. lol.

The next day, Danee and Jacq left for Sarikei. That wasn't their day at all as their bus broke down on the slope of the hill. The journey from Kuching to Sarikei only takes 6 hours, but on that day, they took 10 hours to reach Sarikei. Really kesian.

Geraldine took me for brunch. Ate some kind of Foochow food by the Sibu-ans. I forgot the name already.

Tasted normal and a lil tasteless. But it was ok la. Not bad la..

This is Geraldine's. Some sour taste noodle soup. Quite yummy though.

And oh, have you tried Teh Si with cincau, honey, and 3 more things I lupa d. It was yummy! Sorry ler, I forgot take the picture of it. How nice if KL have that. That restaurant will be famous! Maybe I should open one.

Yeah yeah, with the cats. But no real cats can be seen in Kuching. More dogs. They should change their name to Ahnjeng. lol.

Geraldine took me to the cultural village. I didn't know it was f****** RM60 per entrance. But since she drove 1 hour all the way to Sambutong, just go in only la and sacrifice my RM60.

Over there in every kind of native house, they cook and sell their delicacies. That is me eating their Kuih Jala. Crispy and yummy. RM2 for 3. Damn alot.

The lighting very cun-ted. So asked Geraldine to stand there and I tangkap gambar.

Meet Geraldine.

We spend a few hours in the cultural village. It was hot! and because it is so hot, i got so tired. We went to the cafe to have a drink and then head over to the theater for some cultural show.

I busy ambik gambar got la. Never pay attention to the dance though. LOL. Was trying to capture nice pictures of their dances. But failed miserably ler.

After cultural village, we head home and i got prepared to leave Geraldine's home. Lari diri to the Cheong's pulak. The Cheongs picked me up from Geraldine's home and off we go for makan. It was nice meeting the Cheongs again. Aunty Alis, Jo-Ann and Sue-Ann. Uncle Andy was away in Kemaman for work.

This is their cat, Cody. They have a dog too name Zac. He's too active, very hard to capture a nice good photo of him.

They brought me to the museum. Aunty Alis explained to me about Sarawak from A-Z. haha. More on the natives la. She's a Kenyah, under the Orang Ulu tribe. I learnt something new. Orang Utan is called Maias in English.

For dinner yesterday, they wanted to bring me to a shop which sells nice food. I forgot what food was that they wanted to take me makan. Since it wasn't open, the girls suggested Bing!, one of their all time favourite hang out place.

it is a nice place. Feel macam kat rumah je.

The cafe went blackout for a while. I took this picture of my Hot Chocolate with my handphone light.

After dinner, we went over to this mall nearby their home. It is a very small mall. Kuching's malls ain't big. Biggest is The Spring. It is as big as half of MidValley like that.

Today morning, they brought me for Kuching's best laksa.

It is nice. But I think Asam Laksa in West Malaysia is much yummier.

But Sarawakians says a no no to Asam Laksa here. They said it is smelly. Ada ka?

After breakfast, we went to The Spring for some window shopping and they bought some things la. If I buy, I don't know how am I gonna bring back to KL. Aku bawak beg sekolah je. haha!

Yes, they do have elianto there. Things in Kuching is more expensive than KL. I mean for these franchise punya kedai like Padini, Roxy, Esprit, etc. Wanna shop, KL la murah. In Kuching mahal cause of the shipping.

After everything, off to the airport.

I had a pleasant stay in Kuching. I will visit Kuching again to explore for more FOOD! Didn't get to do much this time.

My flight from Kuching to KL was tiring. I don't know why tiring ler.

But when I look out the window, I feel like jumping on the clouds! It is just so beautiful....

THEN, I rushed to Subang Airport to fly back to Kuantan. Had my dinner in Starbucks first.

After makan that I sampai Kuantan visit the toilet. ^^ Vegetables GOOOOOODD~

2009-05-01T22:26:00.022+08:00

Officially 12 years

She was delieved 12 years ago at around 8-10pm.
I still can remember on 1 May 1997 when dad had to send mom over to the hospital and kor, phoebe and I had to stay with GrandMag.

and now you are 12 years old, my dear sister, Abigail.

Happy Birthday, Gail.

We named her Abigail cause we were too lazy to look for more names in the Baby book. Abigail's name is the first in the Baby Book. haha.
And her chinese name is named by me. Which we have no idea what it meant. Mom and dad went to ask some chinese expert to come out with a meaning for that chinese name I gave.

Abigail is "THE GIRL" in this house, where we cannot just stop bullying her. It is just so fun. There was once I bullied her until she actually bit me. I pushed her so hard away to stop her from sucking my blood. lol. She was only 4 i guess.

She grew up too fast.
She now no longer behave like a kid. She's learning to think rationally already.
oh well. Do you know she has everything we have?

She has kor's habit, my habit and phoebe's habit!
Too bad I couldn't really find any pictures that shows our similarities.
Sleeping habits especially.
Kor talks in his sleep. Gail talks too. Both can communicate wan.
I grine my teeth when I sleep. She grines too.
Phoebe snores. Gail snores much louder. But nobody can beat dad.

Gail will be a very talented musician. She'll be the only one among us who will finish her piano til Grade 8. Praying hard for that to come true! haha. But she's good. At the age of 12, I cannot even play any hymn. Probably only As A Deer. Haha. But Gail can play hymns well, play other worship songs well too. Just now she played me "I Have A Dream." Fuh...I pun tak boleh main se-geng her. LOL. She's learning violin now too. =)
You should listen to her self composed songs when she was younger. Blue Skyyyyyyy~~~

Gail loves the camera. Natural poser I can say. She even know how to camwhore using dad's phone, mom's phone and her phone.
As years goes by. She's growing up to be such a pretty girl.

When mom brought her home on the 2nd day of her life, I asked mom why is she so ugly. Look like monkey with such huge nose for a baby. I was 9 then.
But later on, she became much cuter with not much hair. After 1 year hair still the same amount wan.

As years goes by. She's growing up to be such a pretty girl.
Heh. I still remember cheating her ALOT just to tie her hair. Not easy to get her hair tied if you dont cheat her.

we all love durian. But Abigail dominates all the durians ever since she tasted her first durian.

Let's see how much Gail has grown...

Oh, she never like me cause i'm the no 1 bully at home. But she'll LOVE me when she wants something because i'm the no 1 provider for whatever she wants. Up til today. She'll just ask and expect me to buy them for her. She'll ask me to bring her shopping because I'll buy her things.

Well, that picture above was taken by herself using the mirror. She's not bad you know. Photography also not bad for a 12 year old kid.

her hasil kerja. Taken during my birthday celebration in Daorae, Taipan.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ah Bo Geh....

Love,
ah Jie..

2009-04-30T19:47:00.003+08:00

Dear blog

Sorry for neglecting you for such a long time.

Exam was not good. Can consider one of the worst exam in this whole 3 years.
The questions weren't tough. But just somehow I couldn't answer them properly.

I really cannot afford to fail. I do not want to get deferred for 6 months and go through this suffering again. It's really suffering. Me no like.

Today everyone left for their annual leave. I'm only flying back tommorrow early morning. At this moment, I'm home alone. Wheee~

Oh, tutor said I lost alot of weight. I don't feel that I have lost weight though. I still think I'm the same or I have actually put on that weight again. 2 weeks ago, she asked me why am I losing weight. I told her probably of my ulser the side of my mouth near my throat next to my molar teeth and also cough. Today after my OSCE, she called me back into the station and told me that I have lost a lot alot of weight. heh. I looked sick though. She asked me how is my cough. I said not getting well at all. She advised me to do a chest x ray. SWINE FLU ALERT!! lol....choi choi choi!

last week Phoebe even got shocked and asked why have I lost so much weight.

I still think I did not. I actually have not weigh myself. lol.

so, I'm still the same. Tak banyak tukar. I feel my pants getting tighter actually, not looser. hah...

I'm excited to go home. To do shopping and all. But as I grow, I become more conscious with my spendings. I probably will spend alot when I shop, but that usually happens once a month only. To buy things I need or maybe to bless someone. I think I need to make myself happy too as I have been so down these few weeks. Even now actually. So I need to make myself happy.

I'll be going down to Kuching on monday and will be back on Thursday. Going there to see how East Malaysia is like and also visit the Cheongs. Gonna meet Geraldine there and Danee and Jacq who will be there for a vacation too.

I wan to smile. I can't smile. Can anybody put a smile on my face?

Oh. Gail's birthday is tomorrow. I have not bought her anything. She's turning 12. I still remember the day she was born. Time flies really fast.

2009-04-22T21:38:00.005+08:00

Waiting

I probably am in the most craziest hectic-est time of all my life. Life before finals is stressful.

I cannot afford to study after revision classes. Its enough for me, 11 hours of revision straight. I cannot bear to sit down and do the MCQs anymore. I need to relax, I need to rest.

This is probably how I do quite well in exam for people who do not study much like me. HAHA.

means, study setakat mampu, then if tak mampu already, then relax. Like now, I'm blogging, tweeting and facebooking. My friends are all studying.

If I stress beyond my limit, that's it man. I'll fail my exam miserably.

I'm waiting for finals to be over, then i'll have my holidays for a week! Going down to Kuching to visit the Cheongs. After my holidays, I'll be doing my practical for 2 weeks in Pantai Klang and a week in Pantai Bangsar. Then, REVISION again for my Nursing Board Examination. Then I'm free from college.

I'm waiting...

p/s time flies so fast. It's almost 3 years being with my college.

2009-04-20T23:00:00.003+08:00

My heart's Cry....

East to West
Casting Crowns

Here I am Lord and I'm drowning
In your sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me
I yearn for peace and rest
I don't want to end up where you found me
And it echoes in my mind
Keeps me awake tonight

I know you've cast my sins as far
As the East is from the West
And I stand before you now
As though I've never sinned but today
I feel like I'm just one mistake away
From you leaving me this way

Jesus can you show me
Just how far the East is from the West
Cause I can't bear to see the man I've been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest
Cause you know just how far the East is from the West
From one scar[r]ed hand to the other

I start the day the war begins
Endless reminding of my sin
Time and time again
Your [T]ruth is drowned out by the storm I'm in
Today I feel like I'm just one mistake away
From you leaving me this way

Jesus can you show me
Just how far the East is from the West
Cause I can't bear to see the man I've been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest
Cause you know just how far the East is from the West
From one scar[r]ed hand to the other

I know you've washed me white
Turned my darkness into light
I need your peace to get me through
To get me through this night
I can't live by what I feel
But by the truth your word reveals
I'm not holding on to you
But your holding on to me
Your holding on to me

Jesus, you know just how far
The East is from the West
I don't have to see the man I've been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest
(The arms of your mercy I find rest)
Cause you know just how far the East is from the West
From one scar[r]ed hand to the other(x2)

(Just how far, the East is from the West) (x3)

From one scarred hand to the other

2009-04-20T06:56:00.002+08:00

No title

I just seem to have meet so many weird people.

There is a saying, "Welcome to the world. Soon when you start work you'll encounter more weird people."

2009-04-19T08:59:00.001+08:00

NEVER!

hoh! never never judge a book by its cover!

watch this.

really inspiring!

2009-04-17T23:54:00.002+08:00

Masuk Newspaper

Fuyor, my hometown church masuk today's Star newspaper weyy.....
Tidak tersangka sungguh...
And I saw one of the Tai twins. Unsure whether it is Melvin or Thomas. And Andew's half face. HAHA.

But no me.....I was back home that time lor....lol

to view it, here's the link.
http://thestar.com.my/metro/story.asp?file=/2009/4/17/southneast/3694013&sec=southneast

2009-04-14T21:31:00.009+08:00

When stress arises..

Honestly, we have been studying like 11 hours a day in class EVERYDAY. Exams right after exams and they are all major exams. Trials just over 2 weeks ago and in less than 2 weeks, is our FINALS. huhu....

took some pictures in class after feeling bored of studying...

he wasn't posing, he was studying! Omar studies. yeah, he never studies except a day before exam....but look at him. Awwww...so rajin...

and his revision score. 70/100. I got only 61/100 in that exercise. I failed, he passed.

I have no idea why Mr Loi got very interested in contraception. He knows so many things and got others to join in his interest. He was like a sales man. He even kept a newspaper article on Hitting the G-spot. Some sexual thingy that can make women very syiok..

I don't know whether this article was passed aroung the whole class, but today morning when it reaches back to him, he faster threw it away..sudah malu...pembekal informasi seks.

I like this picture. I somehow can get interesting picture of Jacq. She just passed by, posed and I just snap without looking and i like the angle...

I sit in between 2 guys in class everyday. And as a girl, I am actually more messy than them. Yeah, my table is always full of things. The picture taken above is consider ok already. Wait til I have a very messy table then I'll post it up.

Trial results came out today.

Performance this time was a dissapointment to our tutors.

Only 16 people over 83 people pass all 3 papers.

And I am not one of them.......=(

Failed my Paper 1 by just 2 marks!

Passing mark is 65/100. So do your math la..

Paper 2 was the highest among all 3 papers. I got 86.5/100, while my Paper 3 76.5/100.

Practical leh, 77/100.

And the 2 guys next to me passed all three papers! Ish.....

Right after receiving our results, the whole class start to keep quiet and do revision.

Omar said, "Am I in the right class?"

Yeah, my class is ALWAYS NOISY. We just have lotsa things to talk and laugh about every single minute.

My House. This is 10 days before Finals. Others are in their room studying.

When exam is approaching, then I'll post up another picture. House more kesesakan.

YES, 10 more days!

I cannot afford to fail my finals.

Actually I thank God for my trial results. It wasn't so bad, it was just 2 marks behind. I did my best, it wasn't an easy paper. But I knew I can pass if I work even harder.

Haha, it is so hard to study after class because I'm tired of studying. That is why I am blogging now.

And I am the most slamber person at home.

see....=P

Finals is no play play. This tutor said if fail, no resit and will be deffered for 6 months. Another tutor said can resit. So I also don't know which is which. So which one should I take seriously? To resit or to be deffered? Of course deffered wey...I don't want to stay in this college any longer...! I need to leave ASAP!!~~

I will score for my finals. I need your prayers and encouragements! Keep me in prayer. =)

2009-04-13T20:12:00.002+08:00

Tattoo

a great post by Rev Kong Hee on tattoo.
www.konghee.com

2009-04-11T14:33:00.001+08:00

The Voca People

Superb! Love their harmony.
Phoebe, when are you gonna sing like that?

2009-04-09T21:15:00.004+08:00

Kampung Style

Its so fun playing with water, bathing outside and all.

Feels like I'm back in my childhood days, just that now with clothes on.

she just got so excited over a small seed.
No, actually she was curious. Like, REALLY curious. Then we made her laugh for the camera.

2009-04-09T20:59:00.003+08:00

Ponder

i do love photography.

I got a chance to use the Lumix LX-3 during my trip.

And the picture quality is just fantastic.

And me love if there are people in pictures.

They just complete my "feel" in photography.

2009-04-09T20:46:00.003+08:00

Port Dickson

Had our class trip last weekend. Though came back with lotsa rashes and have gotten darker, but we still had a blast. Will blog about it later when I have time. Maybe after finals gua.

2009-04-06T13:29:00.002+08:00

M.I.A

Sorry for not updating my blog.

Been busy with trials, then research class and class trip.
Will update more soon la.

Having allergy now. Polluted PD beach.
But I had lotsa fun. ^^

2009-03-24T23:04:00.002+08:00

Trials

Sorry for not updating for quite some time. Has been actually thinking of what to blog and was also preparing for my trial examination. So yea, this week is my exam week.
Tomorrow is Paper III, and I couldn't really study on those subjects. My brain isn't working at the moment.

Paper 1 was a disaster.
Paper II was fine.
Paper III yet to be known.
hahah

But I guess I'll do fine, kot! I really thank God that I was able to answer those questions just now though I was sighing as I flip those pages. I wanna be wise, not smart!!

Things did happened too.

I always wonder. What are friends for?
To be ditched, or to be appreciated. (some people like making new friends and ditch their old friends..aih...like so fun playing ditching friends like that..)

I did always reflect back on my attitude, my words spoken to friends at the end of the day. I do feel some people are avoiding whenever they feel irritated. So, yes, I slow down.
It is common la, right? There is always a limit to everything, right? Anyway, I also tried to control gossiping. I do feel bad after gossiping, but WHY LA I STILL WANNA GOSSIP!! boo....~~

I am also the kind of people who approach a person whenever we have problems through letters or sms-es. Because when its face to face, I tend to say nevermind, its okay...bla bla bla and problem isn't really solved. I'll sms or write everything and wait for the response from the other party to say something. (At times when I send out sms-es apologizing to everybody in my list if i have hurt them and so on, ppl will wonder why and thought i wanna suicide or thinking i was forced to apologize...=.=') Then I'll reinforce what I have just said.

At times I can be really harsh, as in firm with my standing.

I don't understand, why create enemies?
(One day your enemy come and stab you til you die then you know. lol)

Some people tend to dislike a person and humilate that person in whatever she does. Is it fun? I find it hurting actually. Spamming people's blog, creating an anti-whoever blog (eg. anti-Tiffanie blog...of course there isn't an anti-Tiffanie blog la. lol) or maybe create a lie on that person.

Give it a thought, what if a person hates you so much, and does the same thing to you. What do you feel?

I am surprised of some friends does have this kinda behaviour. From primary school, to secondary school, to college. All also got. Why ah?

I learnt something. If you have problem in people acknowledging you as someone they like as a friend, then you have some problem with your attitude. True?

I thank God for my friends, whether they hate me or they love me.

I know there are people who care for me, so why do I wanna give a damn on people who hates me? Actually no, I do care on why people hate me. Then I can improve in that area that caused people to hate me. Reconsilation is very important. Yup?? Learn to bring peace to a relationship by asking God for wisdom to speak and solve problems wisely.

To my friends who read my blog. I apologize if I have hurt anyone of you. And oh, that post on FB is just a release of anger, and has nothing against any of you for life. I cannot tahan seeing another friend being hurt. 3 more months left, appreciate everyone around you. =)

My sister is the bestest friend on earth. She sleeping also still can respond to my complains. Geng or not?

2009-03-15T17:57:00.039+08:00

The Celebration

I am happy....
spent my birthday with my family and friends.

my family stayed over in Summit Hotel yesterday. I walked over there to meet them. Actually I overnight there also la.

My sister Abigail gave me a gift. The box is pretty, tied with pretty blue ribbons.

she made me a card using all my old materials kept in my room. I guess she's following my footsteps. LOL.

she actually forgotten how old i am now.

she wrapped the gift with lotsa newspaper and papers, laughing all the way.

and this is what she bought for me, and put it in such a big box...

there...Abigail and my bro laughing....

After a few hours, I wanted to cut my fringe. As usual, Abigail went..."I want also.."

Mom didn't approve her cutting her fringe, saying that KL price very expensive. So that lil kid muka busuk...

I told her, "Just cut la...cut d mommy cannot say anything.."

So went over to a salon.

And, we got our fringe cut for free!!!

lol...no idea why they didn't charge us..

Mine turn up to be nice after cutting, but at the end of the day it looks horrible....=(

she loves her bangs. Big girl lorrrrr....

At night, we went over to Daorae Korean BBQ for dinner. Invited my friends along.

of course, i had lotsa fun with my family and friends, and eating those yummilicious food! heeee

Our new style. lol.

Oh, my friends bought me a cake. And we asked my bro to get a cake too. So got 2 cakes all together. But during that night, we only used one cake.

From my friends. ^^

Opened my presents when I arrived back at the hotel.

My friends gave me a purse from Roxy. And Asvin also got me a purse!! Haha. They really know what I really need at the mean time. A new purse, after I lost mine last year and have not gotten a new one. So now I have 2 purse. ><

Pao and kor got me a necklace from Forever 21. Yes, I wanna stay Forever 21, please!

This is from Omar and Loi. Told Omar, "Now I feel very aunty...~" But it is pretty. =)

And this.....<3

this is the cake, the extra cake. lol. Mom brought it back to kuantan d, because so hard to divide and share among each other without a tupperware.

Today, we went over to Pyramid for lunch and to look for a sandals for Phoebe. After shopping for the things we need, Phoebe said there's a hair cut marathon by A Cut Above.

We were all very excited cause it only cost RM10 for a dry hair cut. Whatever style you want, whether your hair is short, or long, or complicated. It is just RM10.

Students cut ma, of course cheap la. But after they cut, the professional hairstylist will inspect your hair and make sure its cut properly, and of course make you look good.

Kor, Phoebe, Gail and I had a hair cut. Didn't have much picture of post hair cut cause I was the last to finish. Mom took pictures. Haha...

Now I don't have my new hair style. Its short now. After I exam, I ss and post up la...

Kor's hair look very much penyet-ed. Phoebe's hair, not much difference....

I need to study. Exam in 1 week time, I have not even started a single thing. Serious, I am not joking!

pictures taken using kor Canon 450D, my Lumix DMC-FX36 and Phoebe's Canon Ixus 860.

2009-03-14T10:43:00.003+08:00

21 years

Ok, "welcome to adulthood" as many will say.

Honestly, I don't feel I am 21 at all. LOL. I still remember the first time i come to KL at the age of 18. Looking back at my pictures, I really do look like a kid. The way I dress up - way too simple, my hair cut (my hair sucks at the moment. Need a hair cut urgently!) and so on.

I always wanna try something new. But I just couldn't really do so la. No time to really explore those interest of mine. Anyways.........at least there's a change. Not a big change like my dear Asvin, who once really look like a pure nerd in those days and now has turned out to be such a beauty. Hah. Suddenly Abelene came into my mind too. These people wears glasses and had braces on, really nerd. I wish I still keep those pictures. But yes, they are all so mature looking and beautiful too. Oh Phoebe. You too k.

Kalau aku, I masih sama je. Gigi pun masih senget keluar macam arnab je.

21 years of life. Not much changes in how I look. If you see my childhood pictures, you'll definitely know that is me. I still look the same. (Hehe, my haircut at that moment is now a trend..lol....) Unlike some people. Extremely different.

When I was young, I always wanna be the best. I'll do anything to be the best. As I grew older, I feel that I cannot be the best anymore. So I slow down. But being so stupid, I slowed myself down too much. Now I become stupid already.

Now, I wanna be the best also, but with such limited knowledge, I don't dare to be the best I can. I'll be more like, keeping everything to myself. Yes, up til now. I would rather put up the lousiest thing I can, and surprisingly people still comment its nice/good. And that makes me feel on top of the world. The nice ones I will keep it aside.

I am scared of enrolling myself in courses of what I like to do most - dancing, arts, photography. If you guys don't know, I actually did alot of research on courses offered, the price, get excited and so on...Ended up, I malu/scared to attend those classes, being afraid of not knowing anybody there and such a noob compared to others. So negative, I know. Let me boost up my confidence in whatever I do first. Then I'll show you who I am in what I am (what a sentence)...

So well. Happy birthday to me. I'm 21, graduating soon, starting work soon also.

I will update more on my 21st celebration when I am all free from celebrations. Update sekali gus.

Til then...

p/s I will tell you my wishes in the next post. I couldn't think of any yesterday night when my cg celebrated for me. LOL

2009-03-13T05:39:00.002+08:00

He's away

Who's away? He lorrr..
Far far far away.......

I want something from Manchester. I don't care.

2009-03-09T12:39:00.002+08:00

craving for more..

not these black beans..

but for Korean food. ^^

2009-03-04T22:53:00.009+08:00

MDG Season 2

Oh, it's back! If you like watching American's Next Top Model, you'll probably love watching our malaysian very own, Malaysian Dream Girl. I missed the season 1 of MDG because I didn't have a proper internet connection. But since I have it now, I have been watching each episodes (I can't wait for tomorrow's episode 3!)

They are only gonna reveal the top 12 tomorrow. I can't wait to see who's gonna be in the top 12.

Phoebe, go watch and judge. You kan pandai judge.

me no likey this one. But who knows, probably she's really good? But me no likey...Don't want her in top 12. Guess her age.

Let's just wait for the top 12.

ha, you all go watch la. Don't worry if you think you have missed the 1st and 2nd episodes, because it will always be there. ^^ Or probably if you think you want to know what happened in season 1, no worries, it is there too!

go watch MDG Season 2 at http://www.malaysiandreamgirl.tv/

I should be studying now actually.

2009-03-02T09:25:00.007+08:00

He is listening.

It was funny. I was at Summit yesterday and when it is time to go home, it rained cats and dogs. But I have no choice. I have to go home already.

So, i took out the umbrella, having 2 plastic bags in my hands containing a loaf of bread and a huge empty gift box. I told God, "God, can stop the rain ma while I walk home? So I won't get all wet, and then fall sick." But it still continued to rain.

I was bored, I continued praying and then sang some songs. Bleh. The rain stopped. Not exactly stop, but drizzled. And the moment I reached my apartment, it rained cats and dogs again.

I told God, "You very funny lah.."

*************

I bought something. Very painful, but I am sure that person who will receive it will be blessed. =) And I need to learn to give to God in that kind of way too, in a way I will feel the piercing in my heart, not just a simple amount that when I give, I tidak ada perasaan tidak sanggup bagi.

I need to learn. Again and again and again.

Chocholate Gelato from Leo's
loves....<3

2009-03-01T08:23:00.002+08:00

dot dot dot

I realize I have not been using my camera for 2 weeks. Not at all.

This is rare...... Tiffanie.

2009-03-01T08:08:00.003+08:00

Off Day

So finally, i am having my off day today. Planned to sleep til 12pm, but woke up due to stomach ache. Go lau sai abit. Now cannot sleep back. Maybe later sleep back la.

I did not eat well these few days. Ate like bread only for lunch. Not everyday eat bread la. On tuesday curi eat patient's food. Wednesday brought my teddy pasta. Yeah, other days bread lor. Jimat duit, pokai already actually. Other than pokai, also no time eat ler.

Come home, just drink my chicken mushroom soup, or probably bread again.

Seriously, I lost almost 2kg in 5 days, 1 inch at every part of my body. Unhealthy, I know.

So what I did, after church yesterday, I went to the mamak downstairs and ordered some Nasi Goreng Cendawan. Need gain back ENERGY. Eat carbohydrates.
Then went to kedai runcit to buy Rocky.

Woke up this morning lau sai pulak.

It's March already.
Turning 21 in 2 weeks time.

not only me la, many other classmates' birthday is in March too.

2009-02-25T19:41:00.003+08:00

short one

Stayed back til 5pm. Suppose to stay back to take management crosses with sister. But THANK YOU SISTER FOR NOT SHOWING UP. anyways, I slept while waiting for her la. Had horrible headache. Still having a headache. Almost everyday also headache. Sigh.

I have been carrying dirty diapers everyday with pees and poos, have to open them and see how are their poos like, collect them and send for testing.

Oh, yay! My request on my birthday is granted. =D I am not gonna work on my birthday!

The bill Maxis sent arrived. But in Kuantan. Mom posted over already, but have yet to arrive. I need the bill to complain to Maxis to prove them wrong and that I'm right.

I think my laptop screen got problem liao. Got one line there. Oh, now its gone.

Can I graduate tomorrow?